I couldn't sleep for his promise lingering in my mind. I feel so overwhelmed, worried, and ashamed of myself. Realizing that all of those time I still waited for him. How could I be so careless and ashamed I didn't even think how he left me with those words. It hit me like a bullet and it shattered around how deeply regretful I have. All this time, I did wait for him? I'm asking myself because I am so confused right now. I couldn't even understand why I am so hurt, that he had a girlfriend, or the fact that I thought I had moved on and forget about him.
Thinking about my deepest regrets while watching the starts above in the middle of my balcony. How can I be so naïve about love? While watching the moon above, giving light in the middle of the night. That give me a little relaxation so I close my eyes again, and deep breath.
Tomorrow is a new life; I will guarantee that. I may be broken today but I will choose to continue the fight and exist to this world with the smile I can be proud. I had experience much more hurtful memories than this Gia. You should think that if you feel that you had experience all the difficulties in life, then you should guarantee to experience the best moments of life. I stood up in the balcony and had a last glance with the moon before I turn my back away. Away from him, away from my regrets, and lastly away from trusting him. I smile as I lay down in bed and close my eyes as I fall asleep.
I took a deep breath as I eye myself again to the Dela Vegas building. Slowly push the rotating door. I couldn't forget the red bloody hair girl then our eyes meet I smile to her and extend my hands as I tell. "Gia Seira and you are?" I can say that her light brown eyes and diamond face light up as we talk and utter her name. "Elaisa Michaelis" I nodded and we had a small chitchat before I go to the elevator
"Good Morning everyone" Rain Alejandro gathered us today. I want to ask to my person's right but I don't think she also know what is happening, as she is as clueless as I am. Maybe I should just relax and wait, while looking around we are here in the conference room waiting for the announcement Miss Rain will make. I can see all of us are properly dress and I'm the only one who had wear an floral dress with the matching blazer. What can I say, I love flowers and colorful things as I small chuckle, as long as its formal nothing wrong with it.
"We are gathered here today for you to meet the owner of the building." Gasp are filled within the room, as the tension build up and some random girl opened her purse and get a small mirror, retouch her make up I think. Panicking that's one word I can describe, in how these girls are doing. I think we are 5 in different departments who had been newly hired applicants.
"What's going on?" I ask the person in my right, she just rolled her eyes at me and utter "You didn't know the owner?" If I know I should have not asked. I want to rolled my eyes at her but that's so immature which is not appropriate to a well-educated woman. So, I just smile at her and says "No." and didn't even wait for the reply. I don't need a single being to ruin my day. While, waiting I get to check my emails first.
"Good morning everyone." I heard a masculine voice, before I head up myself taking a deep breath to relax. He has the kind of face to scream authority that can stop you in every tracks you make. I guess he get used to that, having the girls head of heals to him. With his masculine cold expression that can devour your soul, even just making a small mistake. It's him, I remembered. Realizing who is the person in front of us I looked down to avoid his gaze, as he looks around the room.
"I am Javier Dela Vegas, dismissed."
Gia relax, he will not goanna remember a random girl like you right? Losing in track I just had known that everyone stood up, is it time to leave? Napailing na lang ako sa aking sarili hindi ka kasi nag fofocus Gia. Before I even gather my belongings and purse, I feel like someone's staring at me so I look around and meet his deadly eyes. I look both of my sides, and it looks like my breath will lose away, because I realize I'm alone with him. Anong gagawin ko? Should I say good bye first or just run away from him again?
Before I can even think of what to do I just learn myself face back unconsciously, then reach the door. "Don't ever think about it." The coldness of his voice lingered in my whole body, hindi ko man lang magawang titigan siya. "What do you mean, Sir?" I confusedly asked, kahit kunting pag-asa that he didn't remembered me. I can't even gasp for air when I was behind the door and he is caging me. What can I even do or how can I hide from him?
"I didn't expect you will be the one who gave yourself to me. I didn't even have a hard time looking for you." I eye him with my questioning look, I don't recall any wicked things in the past. "What did I do." Sound so nervous and scared because he looks so deadly who wants to kill me. Hindi naman siya bampira diba? What am I even thinking, hindi naman to fairytale para magkaroon ng bampira and of course those are just fictional.
"One thing is for sure Woman, you trespass on my territory and you steal something from me." I still had my forehead creases because as far as I know, I just accidentally drive there in the beach and for God sake I didn't steal anything from him.
"What do you mean..." I didn't even get a chance to finish when he stops my sentence as he puts his hands on my lips. "Enough. Follow me."
I didn't even get a chance to question his order for his eyes wants to kill me.
What did I even do to deserve this?
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