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Haruto was just staring at the ceiling, thinking about all the things he needed to sort out.
And Junkyu not being at their room as of the moment because of some misunderstanding between him and his significant other, helps Haruto think even more deeply.
Haruto could never also want to see Jeongwoo cry.
And that made him understand his hyung, a while ago.
He would also do the same if Jeongwoo misunderstand him.
He would explain himself.
He would never want to hurt Jeongwoo.
He wanted him to smile at him everytime they hang out together.
He wanted Jeongwoo to laugh at him, with all sincerity.
He wanted to do things with Jeongwoo, just the both of them.
He wanted to sing and perform with him on stage or in daily basis.
He wanted to see him before he goes to sleep and see him first thing in the morning.
Just like before when they were roomnates.
He wanted to put his arms over Jeongwoo.
He wanted to hug him to sleep.
He wanted to kiss his cheeks and squish him just like before.
He wanted to kiss his forehead everytime they go to sleep or they wake up in the morning.
Just like before.
"But why?" Haruto questioned himself.
"Why do i want to do those things with him?"
And then he felt his heart beat faster when a certain someone pop inside his head, smiling from ear to ear.
"Why does my heart beat so fast whenever i see him?"
"Specially when he smiles at me and call me Ruto"
"Because i love him"
What Junkyu said to him a while ago when they had a talk then played inside his head.
"Love?" Haruto questioned, forehead creasing as he took a very deep breath.
"Do i love him?"
"But we're friends"
A memory of him and Asahi composing songs pop inside his head. He then remembered that Asahi asked him that question and he failed to answer it because he was not sure what to answer.
"Do you like someone?" Asahi asked him, making Haruto stop at what he is currently doing and look at his hyung.
A minute pass and Haruto still couldnt answer his hyung.
"I noticed that on your lyrics" Asahi said, apologizing after, "Im sorry if that made you uncomfortable"
