Title:4 A.M
Boy:Princeton imagine
Location:your house
Inspiration:4 A.M by Melanie Fiona
::YN POV::
It's 4 A.M. Nobodies home. The rain keeps hitting the ceiling every second. I'm in HIS bed. The bed he bought 3 weeks ago when all this started. The champagne bottle on the nightstand just beside me. For the last 3 weeks I've been doing this. I don't deserve this. I've been the perfect wife. I feel crazy. Like the kinda crazy you get when your in love. I can't shake this feeling. That he's calling someone else his baby right now. As I speak. My heart is bruise and he don't even care. Tears are falling down my face like a gently waterfall. My perfectly curled hair is covering my face. My I'm completely clothed but I feel so naked on the inside. Like I have no soul to cover me. I guess this mothafucka thinking I'm stupid. I know exactully where he is and what he's doing. And then I hear that one noise that I seemed to get used to at this time. 4:30 A.M. The door just slammed shut. The footsteps creeping up the stairs. I sit on his bed still crying. I hear the steps get downstairs. I creep down them to. My baby Princeton. I can only see his hair but I would know that curly Afro from anywhere. And the perfume too. Chanel 5. I stand their and wait for him to stop rummaging through the fridge. He turns around and jumped back after seeing me. Bloodshot eyes, groggy face, red love marks on both sides of his neck,he's drunk.
Prince:oh hey-hey baby. How have you been?
YN:I've been better. Where where you tonight?
Prince:oh well first I was going to rays house cause his girlfriends friend had a surprise for me ;) but then I decided to to the bar and I met this really cute chick named Stephanie. And you know what the say about them blondes. Ain't got no brain but gives the best head ever. Hahahahahahah
He slurred. Tears welled up in my eyes blurring my vision. Is he really telling me that he cheated on me. And he doesn't even know. Tears where streaming down my face as he stared at me. He got a confused yet angry look on his.
Prince:WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CRYING!? I should be the only one crying! I mean we haven't fucked in months just because you found out you can't have a baby?!?! Your so damn over dramatic!
That struck me hard. I ran upstairs with him following me. I jumped into my bed. I heard him come into the room. He pulled the cover off me and then started feeling on me. I pushed his hands off. He turned me over and touched me some more.
YN:PRINCETON FUCKING STOP!
Prince:NO YN! When the fuck are you gonna get over this?! It's been 7 months. I'm sorry you can't have no baby but to be honest I ain't want no damn kids anyway! Maybe if you weren't so selfish
and give me what I basically beg for I wouldn't have to cheat on your ass all the time!
YN:Princeton. Can I ask you something?
Princeton:*sighs* what?
YN:why did you marry me?
Princeton:cause I loved you
YN:loved?
Princeton:yeah. I fell out of love with you 7 months ago! I think we should get divorced.
YN:get. Out.
Princeton:the fuck you mean get out?
YN:GET YOUR GODMAN MOTHERFUCKING ASS OUT MY MOTHERFUCKING HOUSE, OUT MY MOTHERFUCKING LIFE, AND OFF THIS MOTHERFUCKING PLANET YOU DRUNK BITCH!
And after that I felt the hottest most painful sting right on my cheek. He slapped me. My first love, first time, first husband...slapped me. So many things happening this one night. I fell on the ground and held my face while crying hysterically.
Princeton:I DON'T WANNA BE HERE ANYWAY YOU STUPID BITCH!
And with that he left. I layed on my side in the fetal position. And cried. Like I do every night. 10 minutes later my phone started ringing. I didn't bother looking at it. It kept ringing and ringing and ringing. I ignored it every time. It was about 6:30 AM when I got a knock on the door. I went downstairs to answer it. It was the..police? I closed my robe a little.
YN:is there a problem officer?
PO:are you the wife of Jacob Perez?
YN:yes sir I am.
PO:*takes hat off* Ma'am I am so sorry but your husband was in a car crash. We tried to contact you numerous times. He is still at the hospital if you want to go see him.
A tear rolled down my cheek.
YN:um thank you officer.
I closed the door slowly. All these thoughts are running through my head. If he's gonna die. If he meant what he said last night. If I wanna go see him. I decided I would. I took a shower then put on something real sexy. Let's see if he misses me after this. I wore some floral print harem pants. A light blue tube top. A black cardigan with white on the cuffs. And some silver glitter flats. I did spiral curls in my hair. Didn't bother with makeup cause I know I'm gonna have tears. I put cherry lip gloss on and grabbd my coin purse. I locked the door and got in my car. I drove to the hospital.
YN:I'm here to see Jacob Perez
Woman:room 27B.
YN:thank you.
I walked down the cold lonely hallway. It seemed to be just me and passing doctors. I looked at every room. I finally found 27B. I peeked in and prince was sitting on the bed watching TV. I walked in and as soon as Princeton saw me. His eyes lit up. He bit his bottom lip and licked it. His eyes traveled all over my body. I felt real uncomfortable so I covered myself.
Princeton:now YN before you start getting angry I just wanted to say im so sorry and I -
YN:I accept your apology.
Princeton:really? That's great! I love you sooo much baby.
YN:princeton don't call me that.
Princeton:but...I thought you forgave me
YN:yes I do forgive you. But I'm done. I came to say goodbye Princeton. For good. I take it you remember what you said last night. And did. You put your hands on me. You called me names. You never wanted a baby Princeton. You didnt care about my feelings. Just because you didn't get what you wanted. You cheated on me every night. I don't want that Princeton. I'm gonna give you 3 days to get your stuff out my house an get out. I don't wanna see your face after those 3 days.
I was crying just about the whole time. I walked over to his bed and kissed his lips.
YN:good bye Princeton.
And that's for forever.
Wow :,( I cried a lot while writing that. I was listening to 4 am and decided to write this. Thats my song. Go listen to it if you haven't before. Bye peeps. And remember I do do personals so don't be a stranger
