Part 4

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BILLIE'S POV

i wake up to the most beautiful person right next to me. i didnt realize she cared for me this much. the first time we met was amazing. when we locked eyes for the first time i knew i was in love. but ever since me and zoe started hanging out more i started catching feelings for her. shit i knew she had a girlfriend.  i dont know what to fucking do. i love zoe but i love y/n more. if she knew about the relationship between zoe and i, she would be devastated... 

"good morning bubba" y/n mumbles while rubbing her eyes. " goodmorning mamas" god she is so hot. i wake up and get into the shower. "can i come with you?" she says from the bed. "fiiine get in here loser" while we're showering y/n decides to pour conditioner down my back. " y/n what the fuck!?" "awhh come on dont be a baby!" we ended up playing around and she stops. she looks me in the eyes and i look into hers. she is so goddamn pretty. i slowly lean in and and our lips collide into each other. its almost like she was my missing piece. our lips move in sync and the rest is history. we get out of the shower and get ready for our first period. i had a bag of clothing so this is what i wear.

y/n gets out of the bathroom and this is what she is wearing

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y/n gets out of the bathroom and this is what she is wearing

"damn mamas you look fine as hell!!" " you dont look too bad yourself babes" 

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"damn mamas you look fine as hell!!" " you dont look too bad yourself babes" 

Y/N'S POV

i love this girl so much. she makes me so fucking happy. we're holding hands while strolling to class since we a bit earlier than usual. when we get in class i see zoe sitting in my seat as usual. so when i walk to the back billie grabs my hand and says " you should sit with me mamas" she pulls me to where she sits and asks zoe to move over. i feel a little bad but it was my seat in the first place.

ZOE'S POV 

what is y/n doing in my seat? i thought we got rid of her. i get a bit angry so i ask to talk to her alone. " what the fuck is she doing in my seat billie?" " i dont want her to feel alone. we shouldnt be doingthis to her." she cant be serious " bitch i thought you said you loved me! what was that then?" "zoe. i love you but i love y/n more. she makes me happy in ways i cant explain. i dont why i was pushing her away when she loved me. i feel so terrible for ignoring like this. sorry zoe."

BILLIES POV

 as i was walking back into class she pulls me back and forces her lips onto mine. y/n is going to kill me i try to pull away but she pins me against the lockers and forces her self on me. " you love me now." she continues by stripping me right in the fucking hall. " whats going on here-" i hear a familiar voice by the doorway. " oh sorry y/n she is mine now. she loves me." " ahh i see billie. i see how it is now." she runs into the bathroom with her eyes turning red. " look what you fucking did zoe! she will never want to talk to me again! and you know i fucking loved her." " forget about her billie. she doesnt fucking love you."

AUTUMN'S POV

i see y/n running towards the bathroom from my class so i ask i ask my teacher to go to the bathroom to ask whats wrong. when i get to the bathroom, i see her in the corner crying. this is my chance to get zoe jealous. " hey sexy whats wrong?" " stop that shit you have a fucking girlfriend!" " thats not the point babe. now whats wrong?" " billie cheated on me with zoe." wait what the fuck did she just say!? and sine when did y/n get a girlfriend? " where are those bitches now" " i dont fucking know and i dont fucking care at this point anymore." i leave y/n behind and look for zoe and billie. when i finally find her, she really was cheating on me.

BILLIE'S POV 

  my eyes are closed for what was about to happen. before i know it zoe falls to the ground because autumn just tackled her. " what the fuck autumn!" " youre the one cheating on me!!" while they were arguing i decide y/n. "why do you care for me!?" " listen to me y/n it was not what it looked like. she forced hersel-" " no bitch if you wanna leave me then be with her thats fine with me." " but y/n I thought weren't a thing. You said that you didn't know when I asked you." " you know what? You're right. I shouldn't have cared so much." " I didn't think cared for me this much y/n. But-" "no its okay billie I understand. I'm done with this on and off shit." I got up and started to leave because it seemed like she didn't wanna talk to me. I was hoping she was gonna stop me from walking out of the door but she didnt.

as i leave i see there is a big gathering around the place i left so i wanted to see what was going on. all i hear is FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT ringing in my head over and over again. all i could think about was how i fucked up once again. at this point i dont think y/n is going to forgive me. but somehow i need to make it up to her. i walk back in to class and sat at the back.  " i just want to make her feel okay." all i can hear is the echoing voices in the hallway because zoe and autumn were fighting " i wish this over already." 

heyy so i want to make this chapter ✨spicy✨ for you so um i hope you enjoyed this chapter! already writing the next one so it will come out soon! 😜

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