Y/N'S POV
My heart shattered into 1 million pieces. I don't what to tell her family. All of a sudden billies phone gets a message. So I decide to answer it for her.
Que
Que
I know billies dead. And I am sorry but if I can't have her, no one can.
Billie
Are you mentally sick!? I hope you regret what you did you bitch.
Que
Woah Woah now. Watch what you say to me or else you shall be next on my list.
Read 5:43pm
I lie in bed thinking how could I let this happen. As these thoughts rush through my head I slowly drift off to sleep.
TIMESPEED
It's the next morning and I have to go home. I pay the bill, sign the papers take my meds, get dressed into normal clothes and leave straight onto the next flight. On the flight home. During the flight, I fall asleep because I hadn't got much sleep last night.
When I get home, as soon as I open the door I receive a huge hug from my mom making me cry. "I saw the accident on the news channel. I feel so bad for you." She helps me unpack my room, we order pizza, and we binge watch a bunch of movies since she is on leave.
During our movie I couldn't stop thinking about how I messed all this shit up. I let Billie die in my arms. I knew I should of come with her to see Que. I think she would have been safer. I didn't realise I was tearing up, but then my mom told me to take my meds and get some rest.
While trying to get some rest, I get a text from billies mom.
Mama M😊
Mama M😊
I heard that Billie passed on. I know this is hard for you but you have to be strong. For her. We will be having the funeral 2 days from now. Please be safe and take care. Love Maggie.
Read 23:58pm
I close my phone and try to go to bed without thinking about anything that just happened. I kinda miss Billie. I put some music to try fall asleep.
Heyy so I know this was like a huge turn but I hoped you enjoyed this chapter! Sorry I forgot to post- 😭✋
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on and off. (billie x reader)
Fanfictioni hate it when she does this. it hurts to know that she only cares when she's high...
