ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴏᴜᴛ, ᴍᴀsᴋ ᴏᴜᴛ.

|11.|

Gɪᴠᴇ me criticism pls-

|Hinata p.o.v|
"Of course you can chibi-chan!" Why does he call me that all of a sudden, it's really annoying to the point where I might attack him...just kidding I would never do that.

He applied more breakfast to my plate, me nodding him a thank you. I looked at kenma and kuroo before completely staring at my food. It felt like and hour or 2 the more I stared at it.

"Shoyo!, are you alright?" Kenma called out to me, I don't know why but something wet was dripping down my face I wiped it off but it just came back, I wiped it more but it was useless it just kept on coming.

It was until I realized my face was full of....tears? Was I crying? but for what reason why am I such a cry baby now.

"Chibi-chan...," he bended down a little to reach my height since I was sitting in a chair. "You know you can talk about it with us, don't bottle it all up it'll just make it worse....it's okay to cry it's always okay to cry, don't worry were here every step of the way to support you, you're safe with us your always gonna be safe with us."

Hearing those words made me broke out into loud tears, now looking back at it I never really had a supported my mom was always busy my dad except me to be the 'son' he always wanted my sister...she didn't even care she was barely there anyways, the career I wanted was completely shattered by my so called loving 'boyfriend' and everything just went down hill to the pits of hell.

It took a turn to the point everything was saying it was my fault all of those eyes, hands, minds of other people makes you think what they're really, everything was so...horrible from the starts I took up volleyball as my passion but It never really worked at when I got bored of it.

I'm supposed to be brave, I'm supposed to defend myself, I'm supposed be....Myself.

But here we are crying my eyes out in somebody I barely can't remember arms. I could've gotten out of that relationship myself but no I needed someone to help me and that person finally came when no one else could. And I'm already getting clingy again that it's embarrassing like always.

I don't think-....

I don't think I'm me anymore, am I even supposed to be alive right now? I guess not.

My cries quiet down, the kitchen filled with my soft hiccups and sniffles, my face was completely red from trying to wipe the tears away and my throat ached from crying so loud. I'm such a crybaby a big fat nasty crybaby. I was getting really tired my eyes wondered around the place slowly before landing on kenma. I looked into his eyes they were so filled with.....- I can't even tell but there were soft with a glint of fire in them.

"Thank you so much..." I murmured before drifting of to wonder land and such it wasn't long until my mind was completely filled with overall darkness..

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(Roll the back story!, you can play the song now.. Calling all Melanie) Martinez fans!!)

You seem to replace your brain with your heart,

You take things so hard and then fall apart

Hinata was always overthinking about his child, he was a fragile and sensitive person. He would take things way to hard even when there not that deep, and it became a problem overtime.

You try to explain, but before you can start...

Those crybaby tears come out of the dark.