Two weeks had passed since Great graduated, the university seemed so boring and colorless without him. I don't know if it was only me feeling this; but everything there wasn't the same anymore, we used to sit together with singto in the cafeteria whenever we all have the same break time, and he used to wait for me before going to the dorms. Not just in the university, but anywhere, it had been so long since I'd seen or met him, I didn't know where he went all of a sudden, and he hadn't contacted me since he started working as a lawyer. I wondered if he was okay, I called him a lot, but he didn't answer any of my calls, I sent him way too many messages but none of them were answered ... I missed him, I was feeling so empty without him, I didn't know I would be this attached to him.
Class ended and it was break time, I went with Singto to the cafeteria as usual. While eating, Krist came and sat with us.
"Hi! How are you? Singto told me you're his best friend." He said and smiled; I could feel jealousy in his voice and see it well in his eyes.
"Hello, yes that's true my name is Bhu, nice to meet you" I replied.
"Yes I know, nice to meet you too, I hope we can be good friends" he said.
"I hope so, you seem nice." I answered and continued eating my lunch.
"Oh, I forgot to tell you, I won't be able to go back to the dorm with you today, you can go first because I will go with Krist somewhere and I will come back little bit late." Singto said.
"Ah its okay, I won't go to the dorm with you anyways, I have some things to do too" I answered.
[A FEW HOURS LATER]
As Singto went with Krist, I left the university alone. I didn't want to go to the dorm alone, I don't know why I was feeling afraid of being all by myself there, so I just went to a garden close to it and sat under a huge tree. This was a good place to escape from the world for a while and relax; I knew I had too many things to do but I needed to run away for some time. The birds were chirping, as if they're having their own concert. The peaceful air that's coming through the tree leaves was cooling my skin as it touches it lightly and that made me feel less anxious and more relaxed.It was then when I started overthinking all of a sudden again about what could have happened to Great. I fell asleep for a while, if that cute cat didn't jump on my tummy I would have been still sleeping till the next morning. I stood up and walked back to the dorm after playing for a while with that beautiful soft and small creature, the dorm was so calm, but Singto hasn't come yet. I cooked something to eat, finished eating and then studied. I was feeling so empty and lonely there; nobody's with me at the moment, my creepy thoughts were coming back every five minutes to make me feel anxious once again. My heart felt heavy and I was very confused.
{Did I do something wrong that he isn't replying me or seeing me? Or did something bad happen to him?} I couldn't stop thinking about him.
