saudade (d.m)

chapter 1

Authors note: First of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH for reading this story, I'm really pushing myself with the writing and grammar and all of that.

I just wanted to make a quick note to tell you that I'll be giving out some background information on the characters, relationships and some other things all throughout the story in flashbacks if you want to call them that way.

btw: if you see any grammatical or spelling mistake don't be afraid to point it out, i would really appreciate it 

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Empty, lost, those were the only words running through her head, regret was filling her body, she regretted not staying by his side, not fighting besides him, but mostly, she regretted not saying it back, not saying those four fucking words back.

She kept replaying the last three hours on her mind while everyone else was reuniting with their loved ones, but there she was, alone and devastated, was he really gone? How could all of this be happening? Those questions wouldn't leave her mind; they were killing her but she couldn't help it, she couldn't accept it, her first love couldn't be dead, not yet.

(flashback)

Y/n POV

There we were, running across a hallway, escaping from all those filthy death eaters.

But this time Draco, despite being one of them was actually helping us, isn't it ironic? A FUCKING DEATH EATER helping the chosen one, who would've imagined? I was snapped out of my thoughts when all of a sudden one of the no nose bitch helpers appeared in front of us, we were all taken back when he started casting spells and one of them hit harry making him fly back and fall on the ground, I immediately helped him get back up but when I turned around the man tried to cast a spell on me.

"CRUCIO" he said, pointing his wand at me.

Lucky enough I was able to protect myself with the protego spell.

"y/n just go with potter; he'll take you somewhere safe with him" Draco shouted while fighting with the death eater, he was trying to keep him away from me.

"No Draco, I'm not leaving you, and specially not with this filthy squib" I responded as I was pointing my wand at the man ready to fight. "if we get out of this, we're doing it together" I added.

"I'm sorry for this" was all he said before he stupefied me and sent me back flying against harry who grabbed me by my wrists and forced me to start walking away from them.

"I promise I'll see you again love" shouted Draco as I was already far away from him.

"remember I love you" was the last thing I heard him say before harry dragged me across the hallway on his way to the great hall.

As we were getting to the moving stair we heard something that froze us immediately

"AVADA KEDAVRA" shouted the death eater.

In that moment my heart stopped beating and the most horrendous feeling took over my whole body, this couldn't be happening right?

I instantly collapsed into Harry's arms as my knees gave in, it was like my whole world feel apart in a beat of a second.

He was gone, just like that.

And then everything black.
(End of flashback)

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This was the first chapter, I hope you guys enjoyed it, I'll be updating the next one this week

I'm new to the writing world, so I'm sorry if this sucked.

I want to hear your opinions