Lizzy's pov
Get up, eat, go to school. That's all I've been doing these past few months ever since I broke it off with Dana. To be totally honest I do miss him as being my best friend. I would let him back in my life as a friend only if he wants to. But knowing him all he would want was to get me back so that we can fuck.
My first time was indeed stolen from me by the player Dana Vaughns and the worst thing is..I don't regret sleeping with him. Dana made me feel loved when we were sort of together. He would tell me everyday that I was beautiful for gorgeous and that made me more confident. But ever since I haven't seen him my confidence has slowly was surely faded away.
Sure Travis tells me everyday that I'm pretty. But I don't wanna be pretty, a woman wants to be told that she's beautiful not pretty. Well in my case that is. Me and Travis are on a break right now. He was to clingy so I told him that I needed some alone time to myself for a while and that I'll call him when I want to see him.
I feel so fuckin free now! Things still haven't changed with my relationship with my family. My mom still doesn't pay that much attention to me and my dad, he is still sleeping with different women every night and my mom still doesn't know. As for my aunt and I we don't speak at all. She still judges me since she found out that I lost my virginity.
I was walking at the park watching families have there fun time together. Some were having picnics and I wish that my child hood could have been like that. Instead my life is shit. I was in my beautiful white and baby blue strapless dress with my brown sandals. My hair was down as it blew in the breeze as I walked.
"Liz?" I heard that voice that I loved.
"Hi Dana" I replied with a smile
"How've you been?" He asked as he stratched the back of his neck
"I have been better." I responded
"Damn Liz! I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through all of that shit. I regret it and the only girl that I want to be in my bed is you" he said as he looked in my eyes.
"I have already forgiven you months ago. I know that people make mistakes so I really forgive you Dana" I said. And I meant it. Dana deserved to be forgiven, he is a good person with a good heart.
"I'm glad. You wanna go grab some ice cream?" He asked
"Hell yeah!" I said as I started walking towards Dana's car. We both got in and of course i turned on the radio like I always do.
"I fuckin missed you Liz. You have no idea" he said as he was driving
"I missed you to." I said as I placed my hand on his leg.
"You are so gorgeous. The sunlight is really bringing out your beautiful green eyes today. It's like they're shining." He said as he looked in my eyes since we were at a stoplight.
"Thank you cutie" I said. God I wanted to kiss him. I know that I'm sort of still with Travis but we are on break right now plus who knows what the fuck he is doing right now!
Dana's eyes flickered to my lips and I knew he wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss him. We were so close to kissing and then a fuckin ass of a driver had to blow his horn and ruin our moment.
"Shit" Dana said. He pressed on the gas pedal and we were off to our favorite ice cream place.
(2 hours later)
"Dana stop looking at me" I said as I tried to cover my face. God he is making me feel so insecure.
"Stop hiding from me babe. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and well I love you" he said with a smile
"Wow. Never thought that the bad boy player would fall in love with a girl. I only know the Dana who fucks then dumps the girl. But I love you too" I responded
"You're a pain in the ass Liz." He chuckled
Me and Dana are sitting on my front porch steps talking about random shit. The sun was setting and it was so beautiful. I have always loved watching the sunsets. I looked to my right and Dana was still looking at me. I really wanna kiss those big plump pink lips that make me melt.
Just like Dana was reading my mind he leaned in and closed the gap between us. Lord Jesus his lips feel like heaven. They feel like they were just made for me. "I love you baby" Dana said to me when he pulled away from our heated kiss.
"I love you more stupid" I said as I stuck my tongue out at him.
God I love this boy....but..what about Travis. I don't love Travis I just to figure out a way to let him down gently...but how?
(A/N: HEY MY LOVELY READERS!!! HERE IS CHAPTER 15!!!! I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!! THERE IS GONNA BE ALOT OF DANA AND LIZ MOMENTS IN THE NEXT CHAPTER BELIEVE ME!! THINGS ARE ABOUT TO UNRAVEL YALL!!!!!-Terissa
