𝕊𝕪𝕜𝕜𝕦𝕟𝕠 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤/𝕆𝕟𝕖-𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤

Help from a friend

A/N: Hello! I'm Ray. This is the first story I've published so, feel free to correct me if I spell anything wrong, or use improper grammar, or don't use punctuation correctly. I'll try to come back and fix it. Also, sorry if the Asterisk's (*) look weird you guys. 

There is a trigger warning for this chapter. There are mentions of blood and self-hate.

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I was sitting in my recording room, listening to music while being on call with my long-time best friend, Corpse. We were talking about random topics as usual, when out of nowhere I say, "Sykkuno's fucking adorable. Like, I wanna boop him. Really bad. Is that weird to say?" I have no clue where it came from, but it was out now.

Corpse laughed for a minute. "No, I don't think it's weird."

"Good." I said. I thought for a second on what I was going to say next. "I wanna hang out with him, but at the same time I'm scared to."

"Why?" Corpse asked.

"My anxiety. You know this." I said.

"Right." He said. "You know, I could probably get him to hang out with you. I'm sure he wants to meet you as well." 

"You really think he would?" I ask, my anxiety building up.

"Of course. Who wouldn't wanna meet you?" I smiled. "You're smiling, aren't you? I feel it radiating though your mic."

"How the fuck do you always do that?" I ask.

"You're my best friend. I know you better then you know yourself." Corpse said casually.

"Same here. There are so many things you do that you're unaware of, it's stupid hilarious." I said, starting to laugh.

"Shut up." He said. I just laughed harder. "You know what? I'm gonna go talk to Sykkuno and ask if he wants to meet you. Good afternoon, malady." He said and ended the call. I rolled my eyes and shut down my pc.

"Corpse, you're amazing, but sometimes you can just be so fucking stupid." I laughed to myself. 

*Time Skip*

I was laying on my couch when I get a notification. I grabbed my phone from the pocket on my hoodie and looked at it. It was Sykkuno.

"Hey, Y/N! Corpse told me that you wanted to meet me in person, but you weren't sure if I would want to meet you. Of course I would! Let me know when would work best for you!" 

Holy shit, Corpse actually talked to him about it. Well, I guess I have to do it now.

~Texting Sykkuno~

Y/N: Hey, Sykkuno! I'm glad Corpse actually said something about that. For a meet up time, how about tomorrow around noon at Starbucks? (Original, I know😌✨ kj invgu)

Sykkuno: That works for me. Can't wait to meet you!

Y/N: Same here!

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I was actually going to get to meet Sykkuno tomorrow. I stayed on my couch for about an hour with a huge smile on my face.

*Next Day*

(TW: Mentions of blood and self-hate) My alarm went off and I shot up and ran to my bathroom. I undressed and caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I was instantly disgusted. Why did this always have to happen? Thoughts were flowing though my head as I stared at myself. I started shaking as my self-hate grew more and more. I balled my hand into a fist and punched the mirror. I looked at my hand as the blood flowed from it.

I got in the shower and cleaned my wound. When I got out, I wrapped it in a bandage and went to my closet for some clothes. I picked out a pair of ripped black skinny jeans, a dark red tee-shirt, my high-top convers, and an over-sized hoodie that says "I like Raman and maybe three people". Corpse and Sykkuno being two of those possible three people.

I got dressed and walked out to my living room. My apartment was small, but a good size. It had two bedrooms. One was my room, and the other was my recording room. It was also right next door to Corpse.

I went to my kitchen and grabbed an apple. I sat on my counter and checked my phone. It was 10:30. I still had about and hour and a half before I had to meet Sykkuno. I pointlessly scrolled through Instagram and twitter to waist time. Corpse had posted a voice memo. I listened to it. It was him breathing. Fucking breathing.

I called him.

"Hello?" He answered.

"Why the fuck did you post a voice memo of you breathing on twitter?" I ask.

"Oh, that. I wanted to see how much hate a could get for just breathing." He said, nonchalantly. 

"I can't with you." I muttered.

*Time Skip* (There are too many of these already-)

I checked the time and it had already been an hour. "Alright, I gotta go. I'm meeting Sykkuno today."

"It's finally happening!" Corpse almost yelled. I rolled my eyes. "Don't roll you eyes at me young lady."

"I'm older than you." I state.

"Sure you are." He joked. 

"Good bye, Corpse." I hung up before he could say anything. 

I walked down to my car and just sat there. I checked to make sure I had a mask. I was nervous as hell. I looked at my bandaged hand and wondered what Sykkuno would think if he saw it. I decided to put on some fingerless gloves.

I started my car and started heading to Starbucks. I was blasting my music to try and distract myself from the overwhelming anxiety I was feeling. It was working for the most part. Until I reached the Starbucks parking lot and saw Sykkuno standing outside.

I pulled into a parking space and sat in my car for a second to calm down. I put my mask on and  finally got out and walked toward Sykkuno. I was shaking and worried that I would start to stutter when I spoke to him.

"Sykkuno?" I asked once I reached him.

"Y/N?" I nodded. I could see him smile though the mast he was wearing. "It's great to finally meet you in person!"

"It's great to meet you too!" I said. It really was. Sykkuno was so fun to play with and was just an amazing person.

"Can I hug you?" He asked.

"Oh, uhh, Yeah!" I said. He hugged me and I hugged him back. He stepped back from the hug and asked if I wanted to go in and get something to drink.

*Time Skip Yet Again*

We were both sitting in my car talking and warming up. It was kind of cold outside. I had gotten (favorite Starbucks drink. If you don't like Starbucks, then act like you brought your own drink ig). I wasn't sure what Sykkuno had gotten.

Eventually we decided to go back to our homes. We had spent about four hours in my car just talking. Before Sykkuno got out of my car, he kissed me on the cheek and went to his car. My face turned red and I'm pretty sure Sykkuno' s did too.

I started buckled my seatbelt and drove home with a huge smile on my face. When I got home it was almost 4:30. I went to my kitchen and made (favorite food). I went to recording room and powered on my pc. I played Minecraft for a few hours, then powered everything off. The whole time, still smiling from when Sykkuno had kissed me on the cheek.

I went to bed that night and couldn't wait for morning when I could talk to Sykkuno again.

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I hope you guys liked this. It's my first  time publishing something I've written, so it's unnerving to do this.

Bye guys! Stay safe and take care of yourselves! Love you all!

-Ray🖤💚

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