𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐠𝐞//part 2 of 'my first and my last'

2nd year of collge

After New Years, me and Leo haven't talked. At all. I wouldn't sit next to him in class, we wouldn't have study hangouts anymore. Every time we walked past each other we would give each other weird smiles.

Then I would look at his hands, to see the ring our friendship ring still on his finger.

I still had mine on, never took it off. I would hide it from Johnny so he won't beat him up again. This year is our 2nd year of college, we're sophomores.

"Alright, I'll see you later at the fountain" Johnny gave me a quick kiss before he left to his dorm. I was walking into the school. They gave us new dorms, and new roommates. I'm not having Ali, maybe Barbra. Someone good.

I soon got to my dorm, and see it empty. So, as one does I start unpacking.

"Hi, I'm Jazlen" a girl walked in with her stuff "I'm Delilah, I guess we're roommates" i shock here hand. She seems nice.

We talked for a little bit, seems like we have a lot in common. "I'll see you later" I smiled closing the door, only to see the boy I ignored for almost a year.

We're neighbors! I wonder who's his roommate.

I left to the fountain, the fountain is special. A lot of things happened there, I found Leo knocked out on the floor there, it's me and Leo's favorite spot, Ali and Barbra met Leo here. But all of my memories there are with Leo.

"Hey" I smiled, I didn't want to be with Johnny. Not one bit, I was just upset that Leo said we're just friends. I know, I know your probably saying that doesn't make sense but if you were me. It would make a lot of sense. We all went to the movies, I didn't really want to go. If I was still talking to Leo I would've made the 'I have to study with Leo I promised him' trick that always worked.

I missed Leo, very much. For the past week I've been thinking if I should break up with him or not.

"See you tomorrow" Johnny gave me a kiss before we both entered our dorms, wait doesn't Leo stay in that room? Johnny and Leo are roommates! Can't wait to hear the screaming and fighting I'm going to here.

"Hey Jazlen" I laid down on my bed "hey Delilah, how was the movies?" She asked "it was good, but I have something in my mind" I looked at her. "I don't like Johnny, I never liked Johnny only when I actually dated him. I have feelings for another boy" I threw my head back.

"Well, break up with him" Jazlen said "you don't get it, if I break up with Johnny for another boy. He's going to murder him with bare hands" I sat back up.

"Then keep it a secret, only close friends can know" she sat on my bed "thanks Jazlen, your a life saver. I owe you one" I walked out the door and soon came back in "before I get the guts to do it" I sat back down my bed.

"This is gunna be a long night"