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me
ari..

y3k
yes..

me
i just took a fucking pregnancy test..

y3k
um.

me
it's
NEGATIVE
HAHA SUCKA YOU T H O U G H T

y3k
thank god alex would've been upset

me
wait why

y3k
bcuz that mf is "young" and he isn't ready for kids

me
are you joking ..

y3k
nah he usually comes to me whenever he gotta let off steam and he was talking to me abt it yk
he said something about you asking him if he ever wanted kids but idk

me
i did ask him..
oh no

y3k
what's wrong ?

me
ari i was joking abt the test being negative

y3k
wait what-

me
idk  how to tell him ari..

y3k
holy shit ok um
just whenever he's chilling or in the living room ok ? but if your gonna tell me just tell me ok advanced so i can leave ok ?

me
ok ok i'm kind of panicking tho

y3k
nono dont!
ik alex will be understanding but it'll be hard for him to come around yk?

me
yeah i get it, i'm just scared of what he'd say

y3k
ik, but one thing i'm sure of is that he won't break up with you.. ok?

me
thank you ari♥️

y3k
anytime ✨

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*carter*

A few days have passed and i'm still trying to figure out how to tell him. Alex noticed how off I was acting.

"Cart, are you ok?" He asked grabbing my forearm to turn me around to face him.

"Um–Yeah." I said quickly wanting to get out of his grasp.

"No your not I can tell. So tell me what's wrong." He asked.

Ari wasn't here so it would be a perfect time to do this.

"You promise you won't be mad?" I asked him. My voice was shaky.

"Yeah.." He said hesitantly.

"Well, there isn't really any other way to say this.." I trailed. "But–but.. I'm p-pregnant." I said and squeezed my eyes shut not wanting to see what Alex's facial expression was.

"What?" He asked. I opened my eyes and he just seemed confused. Not mad or upset.

"I'm pregnant." I said forcing a smile onto my face hoping this would consider being a father.

"Really?" He asked and the corners of his mouth formed a smile.

"Yes! Are you upset?" I asked desperately.

"No! Not at all!" He said putting his hands on my shoulders.

"Yay." I whispered and hugged him.

"I thought you would be mad." I said to him.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because when i asked you before if you're wanted kids you just deflected the topic and it made you upset so you went and talked to Ari about it." I said. His face changing a bit realizing what I was talking about.

"Oh..yeah." He said rubbing the back of his neck.

"I changed my mind." He said which made me happy.

"So are we going to tell the guys?" He asked.

"Well I already told Ari, so matt is left." I said while giggling. We both sat down on the couch.

"Let's fuck with him for a bit." He said and I laughed.

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