Undisclosed Desires

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Holtons Pov

"Look, im really not in the mood for youre bullshit Mason" I spat. 

"Just wanted to talk but Ill see you around" I went in my house fuming. I was gonna end up fucking kill him. Why can he just leave people alone? Well, you were doing the same thing before Ryder. Shut up. Omigod im talking to myself. 

I never would get in relationships with people after Mason so I guess I was nothing like him. He loved to  hurt people. I just liked to fuck. Speaking of fucking, I really need to find out if Ryders okay. Though he meant more to me than that. I didnt even know how much exactly. No one was gonna find out anyways. I would only end up screwing things up. He deserved better but right now I need to make sure he was okay. 

I decided to call Daya.

"Hello?"

"Have you seen him?"

"Not since he came and got Hannah. He wont answer his phone. Im scared Holten" She began crying.

"Ill go check on him and call you later. Dont cry. Ryders fine" I knew that probably wasnt true. He wouldnt want Daya to worry about him so he wouldve let her know he was okay. I headed to his house. On my way there, my phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Ryders at my house. Get here quick" 

Ryders Pov

I woke up and looked around. I didnt see him anywhere and I sighed in relief when I saw my pants were still on. I got up and my head was spinning. Probably a concussion. I found my shirt and put it on. I grabbed my keys and drove to Dayas house. I still wasnt sure he hadnt done anything. I guess I would never know. I didnt feel sore but it might just mean he didnt get near my ass. I felt my whole body shaking. I pulled up at Dayas house and made it to her door. She opened it and ran outside. I flinched when she hugged me. I couldnt hug her back. I wanted to but I was to...scared. Hopefully I would get over this soon.

"Whats wrong Ryder? Where the hell have you been? Why didnt you answer youre phone? I was worried. Do I need to kick some ass?" I zoned out after that and went into my own world. 

Becks Pov

I bit down on Kellans neck and he groaned. He had called me after Holten weirdly left his house. I was so worried about Ryder, I wasnt really into it. The phone rang and I rolled off his bed and answered.

"Ryders here. I...I think he might need you" 

"Be there soon"

"What?"

"Ryder showed up at Dayas house. She said he might need me. Something happened."

Once we got there, I went inside. Not waiting for Kellan. Not when my bestfriend needed me.

He was sitting on a chair by himself. Daya was on the couch crying.

"He zoned out. Like he cant hear anything or see anything until you get near him. Then flinches and jumps back" She managed to get out.

I walked up to his chair and knealt down to look in his eyes. They looked numb. 

"Ryder? Tell me what happened" He just blinked. I stood back up.

"Holtons on his way. I dont know what to do" I sat down next to her, Kellan on the other side. I let her cry into my shoulder. After a few moments of stressful silence, the door opened again. 

Holton. He looked at Ryder and back at Daya.

"He cant see or hear anything. It happens when someone goes through something tramatic and they cant process it" Daya told him.

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