Mcyt one-shots (Fin.)

[Delete Account]

Genre: slight angst?
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Main focus: Tommy because I can kinda relate.
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Edited: Nope, if you can edit and wanna edit my crapy stories please DM me. I need an editor. TwT
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Small description: this is kinda a vent?
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Ship(s): none
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Requested by: no-one
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Warnings: Small vent, slight swearing and self-hatred.

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Tommy's Pov.

I sat staring at the Minecraft loading screen in front of me, my thoughts were everywhere. All that I could hear was a random song from my playlist on repeat.

I look down at my keyboard, today's events playing on loop at the back of my mind. I can't remember why I did and said some of that dumb stuff but I really wanted to take it back. Maybe that's because I felt like an idiot, a loud idiot that 'always' feels like if they're, not the centre of attention then they're not wanted or needed...

I sigh, there goes my want to play Minecraft for today. I exit out of the now loaded Minecraft and turn off my computer, walking over to my bed and collapsing onto the uncountable mattress. Swiftly pulling out my phone and unlocking it to open discord, most of my life these days have been just me chilling on discord, it got boring quickly though as the chats died down.

Staring at the fast-moving chat, wondering if I should start talking or if I should stay quiet and stalk for a bit. Deciding that I didn't wanna waste peoples precious time, I sat there reading the chat as it went past. After a few hours of stalking, the chat finally died down. Leaving me alone to stare at the now dead chat.

Quickly I closed discord and opened YouTube skimming through my recommend page, it was mostly full of animations and Minecraft videos but as soon as I clicked on a video I just couldn't be bothered watching it.

Sighing again, I turned off my phone and rolled over so I could stare at the blank white ceiling.

My Thoughts slowed as I overthought everything I've ever done in life. All I am is a loud nuisance, a loud nuisance. Maybe... The Internet would be better off without me... Maybe I would be better off without the internet...

I feel sorry for everyone that had to/has put up with my stupidity and laziness... Im just a fucking mistake...
Maybe I should-

My phone buzzed telling me I had gotten a notification, opening my phone I looked at the notification.

Tubbo:
Hello Tommy!!
Do you wanna record a video with
Me and Wilbur today?
:)

I sigh again, touching the notification and typing slowly 'No thank you Tubbo, I'm kinda busy.'

I felt like crap for lying to my best friend, 'I'm kinda busy.' That's complete and utter bullshit. I just don't wanna get out of bed...

Starting at my screen, my eyes land on a red button.

[Delete account]

Maybe that's what I should do...
Delete all my social media accounts and vanish from the Internet...

It's not like anyone would care anyways...

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Hey, I'm sorry about the vent...
I hope you're all doing okay because I feel like shit rn.
-Glitch

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