I have ZERO motivation so you know what? Imma write anyways! I have class in an hour and my girlfriend isn't showing up to class with me so im tempted to skip. I won't but I want to. I'm gonna cry I'm so lonely. Why won't my girlfriend show uppp. Fun fact when we first started dating she was the one to always attend class. I skipped maybe a week of school and work just because i felt like it, and that whole time I was worried she would dump me for being a bad student. Later I started attending class and being a good student, and she started skipping. my school does time by trimesters, I skipped an 8th of the first tri, and my girlfriend skipped the entire 2nd trimester. We're in our third rn and she hasn't attended any classes and I'm worried she won't be able to move into the next grade if she doesn't figure this shit out. I don't wanna be lonely :( my dad as well is threatening to keep me in my current grade. So yeah here's my current list of things I'm stressed about.
1.girlfriend might get held back
2.dad
3. New meds are shit (they keep making me feel like shit and I don't see a doctor til February)
4. For my design class I have to make an app, and I have no idea what I'm doing
5. My parents keep skipping work
6. My sister's new boyfriend is trying to get her pregnant and is trying to propose (they've been together for less than a year.)
7 ✨humans may be eradicated due to diseases✨
8. My teachers have started holding me responsible for my FRIENDS (more than one friend) attendance.
9. My older sister keeps dropping her kids off for us to watch while she idk
10. I keep getting messages on EVERY social media I have to post something when honestly I just want to sleep
So yeah life is kinda shit for me rn and I want to take a bath with a toaster. So yeah if anyone has any ideas please comment, the human interaction makes me feel like a person. 🙃 So if your not gonna stab me in the gut I'd say bye
