𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞|𝚝. 𝚔𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚢𝚊𝚖𝚊

23 ➪GOODNIGHT, TOBIO

Kageyama's hand grips my waist tightly as we kissed intensively. Kageyama's hand skims over my body as he pulled me flush against him. We pulled apart to gasp for air as Kageyama immediately latched his lips onto my neck. I gasp when Kageyama's mouth went over my soft spot and he continues to abuse that spot.

"Tobio," I said breathlessly while my hand was tugging at his hair. "You're going to leave marks," I said as Kageyama lifts his head to look me in the eye. "That's the point," He says before going back to revenging my neck. I let out a soft moan as Kageyama's hand skims over my thighs and hips.

His hand stayed still around my hips as he gave open mouth kisses on my neck. My hand wanders his body as my hand ghosted over his dick before I place my hand on it. Kageyama groaned in my ear as I ache for him to be closer to me, to love me. I grip his length tighter and Kageyama's moaned my name.

My body felt hotter as my mind started to grow hazy due to the lust. "Tobio," I called for him once again. Kageyama let out a hum against my neck to signify that he heard me. The hum sent a vibration throughout my whole body and I yearned for more of his touch. I grab Kageyama's hand that was resting on my hips and brought it down towards my sex.

Kageyama freezes and then lifted his head from my marked up the neck. "What are you doing?" Kageyama asks while he had a light blush dusting his cheeks. "I want you, Tobio. Please," I said with desire swimming through my eyes. Kageyama reluctantly nodded and put his hand on my sex.

I let out a gasp as Kageyama's hand rubs my clothed sex before he continues to suck furiously on my neck. I winced slightly as his teeth sunk down into the flesh of my neck. "(f/n)," Kageyama said breathlessly as he stops his ministration to look me in the eyes. "(f/n), I lov-" A loud ringing and vibration interrupted Kageyama.

Both of our heads snap to the sound of his phone ringing as Kageyama turns to look at me. "Go, go answer it," I shooed him away. Kageyama looks at me apologetically before removing getting up to go answer his phone. My eyes watched Kageyama as he picked up his phone.

Kageyama looked at the caller I.D before his eyes slightly widen, he turns to me to give me an apologetic look and I urged Kageyama to answer it. Kageyama then walked out of the room before answering his phone. Once the door to his room closed, I let out a loud exhale and shifted uncomfortably on the floor while I waited for him.

After a while, Kageyama finally comes back into the room. I stood up and made my way to Kageyama seductively. "Who was it? We should keep going, yeah?" I said as I started to press kisses into his neck. "It was mom talking about us ordering dinner," Kageyama said as he held my shoulders as I continued to nip at his neck. "(f/n)," Kageyama said as I hummed in acknowledgment. Kageyama gripped my shoulders and pushed me off of him.

"What happened? Did I hurt you? Sorry if I bit down too ha-" Kageyama interrupted me, "I think we should stop." My mouth slightly opens. "Oh, uh. Did I do something wrong?" I asked as Kageyama walked to his nightstand to put his phone down. "I just- nevermind, can you just leave?" Kageyama said without turning to look at me.

"Oh...Alright then," I said as I fixed my clothes before slowly opening the door. "Goodnight, Tobio," I said as I waited for him to say something. I stared at him as he walks to the door and closes it in my face. I stood there shocked as I felt the self-doubt and insecurity start to rise within me.

☟︎time skip☟︎

It's been a few days since the heated make-out session and the awkwardness that followed after. I slowly walked towards Kageyama's house alone. Since the Inter-High is coming up, he wanted to practice more. Meaning, we're seeing each other less and less. Maybe he's avoiding me because he was disgusted by kissing me.

I shudder as I let the self-deprecating thoughts repeat in my mind: No one would ever love you, he doesn't want to be with someone who's painted with scars, you're too weak for him to love you. I felt tears prick at my eyes as I shook my head to stop these thoughts. I would've stayed and watched practice but Kageyama suggested that I just go home.

He never even gave me a reason, he just told me to walk home on my own. Once nearing the house, I pulled out the spare key, Gina and Arata gave me so I can enter the house without uses Kageyama's keys, I unlocked the door and entered. "I'm home," I said—expecting to be greeted with Gina's loud voice or the smell of Arata's coffee. Instead, I was just greeted with silence.

I slipped off my shoes and made my way into the kitchen. I grabbed a bottle of water and checked my phone and I noticed I had a text from my mother. I sat down while taking sips of my water and I read over her text. "Do you think we can meet tomorrow? You can invite the guy too and his family," The text says.

I put down my water bottle so I'm able to type a response. "Okay, how about 12?" I texted and as I waited for a reply I decided to finish the rest of my water. With the last gulp of my water, I get a text notification. "That can work, I'll see you there. I love you," The text says as I just left it on read.

I sighed loudly and stood up from my seat. I threw away the bottled water and took my things upstairs. I stared at the ceiling for who knows how long, then the sound of the door slamming jolts me out of my blanked-out state. Tobio? I hopped out of bed and scrambled downstairs.

"Tobio?" I said as I peeked my head over the railings of the stairs. "Hey," Kageyama said as he slips off his shoes. "Ah, how was practice?" I said as I walked down the steps—closer to him. "It was good...I'm going to take a shower," Kageyama said while slipping past me. I grit my teeth as I dug my nails into the palm of my hand. I breathe in a deep inhale as I tried to keep my composure.

"Hey Tobio," I said as Kageyama turns to look at me. "Can you come with me to meet my mother tomorrow?" I asked as Kageyama nodded his head and walked upstairs. I heard the faint familiar sound of the shower as I felt my heart being squeezed tightly in my chest. I unclenched my hands and made my way to my room to go to sleep early so I wouldn't be late to the meeting with my mom.

I yawned and rubbed the tiredness out of my eyes. I checked the time before taking out my outfit for the day. I texted Kageyama the time we're supposed to meet up with my mom before heading to bed. I quickly put on a comfortable outfit and grabbed my bag and quickly walked out of my room.

The house seemed eerily quiet once again and I furrowed my brows. I walked up to Kageyama's room and knocked on his door. "C'mon Tobio, we have to go!" I yelled as I waited for his response. I stood there awkwardly as I didn't hear a response back. Maybe he's sleeping...

"I'm coming in!" I yelled as a precaution before entering his room. My heart dropped as I observed the silent empty room. I stared dumbfounded as I look around his room. He's not here...I felt my body start to shake and my breaths get shallower as I slowly closed the door to Kageyama's room.

I walked downstairs as I called out for Kageyama. I heard no response and concluded that he must've forgotten about the meeting. Why is he being like this? I pulled out my phone to quickly text Kageyama before leaving. "Where are you?" I texted while I got ready to head outside.

I heard a ping as I looked at my phone. "I'm at practice," He texted back and I stared at the text with a deadpanned look. At practice, okay...That's totally fine. I sighed and walked to the location my mom wanted to meet at. Once again, I'm walking alone. I mean, I'm not a little kid, he doesn't have to babysit me.

I saw my mom sitting on a park bench as I walked up to her. "(f/n)!" My mom called out and she stood up. I gave a tight-lipped smile and walked over to stand in front of her. "Hi mom," I said. She pulls something out of her bag to show me her AA chips. She then started to explain each one and what they mean as we sat together at the bench.

For the first time in a while, I felt safe around my mom.

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(a/n)- sorry if the make out part was cringe. i've never wrote something like that. I tried to make it as gender neutral as possible. please vote, comment, and follow