Okay we got eunbi today since I got inspired on her Panorama Tutting Performance 🥰
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"Have you ever fall inlove with someone Eunbi?" minju asked me while helping me to arrange the foods that we pack for today's reunion.
"Hmm. I did." I said to her as I sat down the chair.
"Weh? True? Kelan pa? Sino? Kayo pa? Anong nangyare? Tuloy-tuloy na tanong niya sakin na hindi ko napigilan na matawa.
"Easy Kim Minju. To answer your question hmm that was eight years ago up until now." Sabi ko dito at tumingin sa mga kaibigan kong busy sa pag-aayos ng mga gagamitin para mamayang gabi.
Its been about five years simula ng nagkawatak-watak kaming magkakaibigan to focus on our chosen field and after five years here we are in a resort celebrating our ten years of friendship.
"What? Eight years? Up until now? Why didn't you tell us Eunbi?"sabi nito at nakanguso pa sakin
"Ano yan? Chismisan ba 'to?"biglang singit ni yuri samin at kuha ng nilabas kong tinapay.
"Chismosa ka lang pero eunbi? Kwento mo!" Naeexcite na sabi ni minju at inaalog pa ko.
"Okay. Okay. I am inoove with her since the first time I saw her."sabi ko rito na nagpalaki ng mata nilang dalawa
"Omg her din?"sabay na sabi nila at nag-apir pa. Mga praning talaga palibhasa.
"Hmm yep."sabi ko rito na nagpatili sa kanila.
"Ingay niyo diyan!"rinig kong sita ni yena at nagpatuloy sa ginagawa
"What was it like? Did she like you back? Kilala ba namin?"sabi ni yuri sakin habang kinikilig
"It was perfect I think. Yep she likes me back and I prefer not to answer that." Sabi ko rito na nagpatili ulit sa kanila pero takip nila ang bibig nila.
"Oh my godniss! Naging kayo? Nagkajowa ka ng hindi namin alam?"tuwang-tuwa na may halong inis na sabi ni minju at hinampas si yur na hinampas din siya pabalik.
"Yep. We were an item but we choose to make it secret."sabi ko sa mga ito na hinampas pa ko.
"Ikwento mo samin!"sabi nilang dalawa na ikinangiti ko.
"Okay I will but you won't tell this to anybody okay? So paano ko ba uumpisahan? Hmm. At first I didn't like her at all until one day she confessed to me that she likes me and that time I couldn't believe it and accept it because first of all I only see her as a friend and nothing else but she said that she will do everything, everything just to win me and she did. She did everything that she can just to make me fall inlove with her and without me knowing, I did fall inlove with her"nakangiting sabi ko habang inaalala ang panahon na yon. Time flies so fast.
"Tapos? Tapos anong nangyari?"sabay na sabi nila habang titig na titig sakin.
"We become a couple and I asked her to make it secret because I'm not yet ready and gladly she accept it and I remember when we became a couple for me it was so perfect. In a relationship there was a time that we fight for some things but she makes sure that we talk about it and fix it. She would let me told her all my frustrations while she listens to me and comfort me. Everyday she will text me goodmornings and goodnights and always tell me and make me feel that she's inlove with me and I'm the only one. It was all so perfect. Not until the day that I have to choose one thing. Our relationship or My Education."malungkot akong ngumiti sa kanila na nagpalungkot rin sa kanila
"And you choose your education right? Because if you wouldn't you won't go to US to study there"sabi ni yuri at hinawakan ang kamay ko at ngumiti.
"Hmm yes. I choose my education and I told it to her. We can't continue our relationship if I will go to US because you know it will be hard for the both of us. It was so hard. We both cried that night but it was okay because we promised to each other that after pursuing my education when I came back we will continue and tell the people our love story."
"Omg? Kayo parin?"kinikilig na saad nilang dalawa na ikinailing ko.
"No. She found someone else."malungkot na saad ko sa kanila.
"What? What the fuck?"naiiyak na sabi nila na tinanguan ko.
"But she did promise that she will wait for you right? That you will continue it the day you come back but why?"sabi ni minju habang umiiyak na.
"Yes she did but you know corny as it sound some promises are meant to be broken and she did but I don't blame her its been five years. Ang tagal non. I don't expect her to wait for me that long but I wish she did"
"But you still love her right? Are they still together?"
"Yep. Eight years ago up until now. Im still inlove with her while she's inlove with somebody else."
"Have you two talk na? like closure ganon? Are you two okay na? Tell me you two did kasi iiyak ako ng bongga" tanong nila na nagpatawa sakin iiyak talaga?
"Hoy ang landi niyo! Tulungan niyo kami dito"reklamo ni yujin kila chaeyeon at sakura na nakaupo sa sofa at magkayakap.
"Yep. We did and I hope they stay together until the end and I still love her."
I wish I could turn back the time and choose you that time so you're with me and you will tell people how much you love me and not with somebody else. I wish I was her. How I wish I can still hold you and hug you like she does Chaeyeon.
