Doing things mindlessly
You in my mind constantly
For a second, I thought I forgot you
But then memories comes rushing back, I can't undo
This is unbelievable
I've never been like this
Having you in my mind feels unstoppable
Something that can't be easily dismiss
I feel unfortunate
I don't think it's a bad thing
More like I feel its a sad thing to have that feeling
Don't you understand?
It drives a person crazy
Especially one who isn't with that person anymore
Especially when its event happened recently
It leaves a permanent scar, an empty hole
I do think its unhealthy
Don't take it personally
I'm really sorry
For being such a total loser
I mean it honestly
I think of you still
This feeling goes continuously
Not needed to refill
