Abuse

Ch. 4

J- can I cuddle with you
K- yes
He cuddled me and we fell asleep it was the next morning and I had to go home because I need to do some homework. I said bye but I knew I was going to come later. I did some homework. And my dad came home I thought he wasn't going to be here I went down stairs and as always my dad was drunk.
Dad- you
K- me what did I do
Dad- everything your fault everyone left no one stands you
He punched my stomach and started to pull my hair. That made me go to the floor and the worst thing happed after. After he forced me to do the nasty I didn't want to but he raped me I was in the living room still think about what he did and I went upstairs and took a hot shower I got out and Annie and Lauren call.
L- hey you guys coming
A- yea I'm on my way
K- *sniff *um I think I'm going to stay home
L- what's wrong
A- yea you want me to pick you up
K- no I'm ok *starts crying *
L- no your not ok
K- yes I am I just have lots of homework
A- no I'm going to pick you up and your going to bring some extra clothes because we staying and Lauren's house
L- yes you are and your going to explain to us
K- ok but can you hurry up my dad might come when your here and I don't wanna see him right now
A- ok Lauren I'll be there in a bit kenz I'm going there right now and pack an outfit for tomorrow.
K- o-ok
Call ended
I pack my backpack with extra clothes and I got my backpack for school. I heard someone knocking and I knew it was Annie I went down stairs with my bags. And we went to Lauren's house. Johnny Hayden and Carson were there so when I walked upstairs I looked down we went to Lauren's room. There she was she hugged me and I cried. I told them everything.
L- oh my gosh
A- did he at least where a condom
K- yea it was like he planned it
L- well if you don't want to go in the pool it's ok
K- yea I don't wanna go to the pool or in it
A- ok and that's ok
L- yea
K- you guys should get changed I'll se you in the pool I need to clean up
L&A- ok
They got ready and they left I went in the bathroom and lifted up my shirt I saw all my new bruises. I put my shirt down and I clean my face. I went down stairs and went outside. I sat down and looked at the sunset Johnny came from inside and looked at my he sat next to about to put his hand on my thigh I stood up.
K- um I need to go I'm hungry
I left and went to the kitchen I went in the fridge and and wasn't hungry I went to Lauren's room and sat on her chair. I thought about today and I tried not to cry a few hours past and Lauren came in with Carson. Carson looked at me with a worried face.
L- I'll leave you two alone
She closed the door and I looked at Carson. I started to tear up and went to him. He was sitting on the bed. He hugged me. I told him what our dad did.
C- what an asshole
He stood up and went to the door
K- Carson please no
C- but he hurt you
K- it's ok
C- no it's not
K- Carson please don't go and make things worse
C- but
K- Carson please if you love me
He went to me and went on his knees
C- fine but if he does that again your going to tell me
K- okay
He hugged me and I hugged him back
C- I should go I need to wake up early
K- why
C- business
K- oh ok am I going to see you tomorrow
C- yess ok now I need to go
K- ok bye
He left and I went to the chair I was sitting in and layed down and I fell asleep. The next day Lauren Annie and me got ready for school.
My outfit