Ch. 9

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Kenzie's prov
We went to the house and it was big we were choosing room.
L- um I'll get the room with Carson
K- yea
C- and Johnny and Kenz will be in the other room
J- yea ok
L- let's go then
I got my suitcase and went to the room and layed in the it was getting dark.
J- so do you want to eat something
K- I'm ok I'm not hungry
J- no we should go you haven't eaten
K- yea I have I've eaten the chips
J- no that's not food tho
K- I'm tired
J- are you trying to change the topic
K- Noooo 😁
J- sure your not
K- come here John
J- why
K- I wanna cuddle
He came to me and layed down next to me. He put his arms on my waist and i put my head on his chest.
J- hey umm
K- yea
J- are you and Carson ok
K- yea we just had a little argument
J- well I'm here for you
K- thanks
We hear a knock
K- come in
We sit down and Lauren and Carson come in.
C- hey you guys wanna go eat
J- yea
K- I'm not hungry
J- no you are going to come with us
L- yes you are Kenzie boo
K- ok I will go
C- so what are you guys think
L- in-n- out
J- yess
K- yea sure
C- ok let's go
K- no I gotta get ready
L- yea baby me and kenz gotta get ready and I need to tell her something
C- ok how long you need
K- um like 20 to 30 minutes
J- why so long
L- cause why not
K- hahaha we need time to think of what we have to wear what make up and the shower of course
J- just change you look beautiful with out makeup
L- awww
K- um
L- oops sorry I ruined the moment
J- you sort of did
C- ok well Johnny and I are gonna leave you two alone
K- ok bye
They leave and Lauren looks at you.
L- well that's so cute you and Johnny
K- no you and Carson are cute
L- I know we are
K- well what did you wanna talk about
I said while walking to my suit case.
L- well I really like Carson but he's like sort of shy sometimes
K- oh yea he's like that but you should just be there for him
L- how this
K- give him love and affection I know you do that but but be with him do something that he wants to do like I know he's going to want to go cliff jump and other stuff so just go and be there
L- so like ohhhh ok yea because when we hang out we are always doing things that I like should we do some thing he wants to do
K- yea and oh and well I'm use protection if you guys do the ... you know
L- oh my gosh kenz
K- what I know you wanna do that
L- ok yea but what if he doesn't want to do it
K- ok just make out with him and sit on his lap or something and see where that leads you to
L- ok well you should get changed
K- yea I basically just need to do my hair
L- you dressed casual
K- yea well it's nothing special we are just gonna eat burgers
L- sure just burgers
I look at myself in the mirror

 you know L- oh my gosh kenzK- what I know you wanna do thatL- ok yea but what if he doesn't want to do it K- ok just make out with him and sit on his lap or something and see where that leads you to L- ok well you should get changed K- yea I basi...

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K- should I change
L- no you look good that's why but like don't you think you scars will show
Then she pointed and my stomach.
K- oh yea Umm oh I'll wear a jacket
L- ok well I'm gonna go get changed
K- ok
She left and Johnny came in.
J- hey
K- hey
I get a jacket and zip it up so my stomach won't show. And I keep looking at myself in the mirror.
J- what's wrong
K- I look fat
J- no you don't
K- yea look
I look and Johnny who looks at me up and down with a smile.
K- sooo
J- you look beautiful
He came up to me and hugged me.
J- no matter what you'll always look beautiful in my eyes
K- thanks
I look up at him and see that he's looking at me. I look at his eyes and see that he's looking at my eyes then my lips then back to my eyes. I go on my tippy toes and kiss him. When I got off my tippy toes he was blushing and so was I.
J- your beautiful
He leans in and kisses me. We kissed and the kiss became a make out session. We left each other lips and looked at each other.
J- I'm um sorry
K- why ??
J- you might of not wanted that kiss umm
K- yes I did and I loved it
I looked down and get his hand.
K- let's go
We went downstairs where Carson and Lauren were.
L- you guys took long. Why ?? Hehehehe
K- just
Johnny hugs me from the back.
C- ok let's go
L- yea I'm starving
Lauren and Johnny went to the car and Carson held me back.
C- kenz I'm sorry for earlier
K- ok
C- I just didn't want that life anymore
K- but you do it to other people
C- um ok yes I do but that how I live now I'm sorry
K- you left me to hurt other people. You left without me
C- ok I know and I'm sorry I don't know why I didn't bring you with me but I'm sorry and I regret that I regret everything I wish I didn't sneak out the night my mom was trying to find me. I fucked up starting there, I was with my dumb friends instead of being at the house I know. I feel like it's my fault. And when dad started to get abusive I did want the for Hayley.
K- why was it ok for me to stay then
C- I know I messed up and I know I shouldn't be controlling you because I wasn't there but I finally feel like I have the courage to fight back. Just let me be here for you I wanna protect you from now on Just please let me do something right for the the first time.
K- I'm sorry Carson
C- please one more chance
K- yea 🥲
Carson was with watery eyes and I had some tears.
K- well um we should go eat
C- yea let's go
We got in the car and I sat next to Johnny and he smiled when he saw me. Carson started driving. Lauren looked at me and gave me a "I don't know what to do " face. I got Johnny's hand and showed Lauren. She got close to Carson's hand but got scared. Backing her hand away Carson got her hand. I looked at Johnny. He smiled at me when I looked at him. I leaned in and gave him a peck on the lips. I look at Lauren and Carson is giving Lauren's hand a kiss I take out my phone fast and take a picture.

@kenzieAwww that's so sweet they are meant to be 😘@johnny : you and me are meant to be ❤️^^@kenzie : 🙈@lauren : that such a cute mement that I will remember

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@kenzie
Awww that's so sweet they are meant to be 😘
@johnny : you and me are meant to be ❤️
^^@kenzie : 🙈
@lauren : that such a cute mement that I will remember. I was scared at first to get his hand.
^^ @kenzie : but you did it and your still holding his hand.
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We got to in-n-out and ate when we went out we talked. We found this cool wall and I sat on it because I was tired. We all sat down and talk for awhile until the sun went down. I didn't want to go so Johnny tried to convince me to come so that we can go back to the house.

@lauren Bro these two lovie dovies don't wanna come back like you can do it at home

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@lauren
Bro these two lovie dovies don't wanna come back like you can do it at home. ❤️😠
@johnny : you do that with Carson all the time
^^ @lauren : yea but 😶
   ^^ @johnny : exactly
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