Abuse

Ch. 6

She pulled my hair.
N- you little bitch
K- what did I do
N- because of you Johnny doesn't like me
K- why do you care you must of just been using him
Johnny got Nadia and Nadia left. When he came back my phone was blowing up.
L- who is it
K- um it's um no one
L- you sure you seem scared
K- um y-yea I'm o-ok
J- you sure
K- yea
I look at my phone and my dad said I had to come home or else he'd do something worse.
K- um I need to go
L- where
K- um my dad wants me to go home
My voice cracked twice.
J- you sure
L- yea I know what happens
J- what do you mean
K- um he's just suborn
L- no he's not and you know that
J- am I missing something
K- Lauren please
L- ok but I'm going with you
J- can I come
K- I'm sorry you can't but can you take care of blue I need to get the things from my house
L- yea and your staying here for the week or two
K- fine
J- ok but you better tell me
K- please I don't want to tell anyone else my secret
J- ok I'll be here
I give him Blue who was sleeping. And look at him and leave with Lauren. When we got there my dad was drinking and when he saw me I ran upstairs with him following me I went to my room where I locked the door.
Dad- come on open the door you know you want to
K- please just leave
Dad- no i get what I want
K- you don't get everything you want leave
I was crying and getting a suitcase where I put basically my whole closet.
Dad- Mackenzie France Ziegler open the fucking door or I will knock it down
K- no I'm not going to open the door
He started hitting the door. I was putting my suitcase outside where Lauren was. Lauren got my suitcase and I was about to get out when the door opened my dad looked at me and went to me I jumped out the window and fell hard on the ground. I got up fast and ran with Lauren to her car my dad came out and we left so fast. I was crying my eyes out and Lauren just stayed quiet not knowing what to do. We got to her house and I was starting to calm down. We went inside and I went to the Lauren's room to get my other clothes from the past week. I was in Lauren's room when Carson came in.
K- hi
C- hey um Lauren told me what happened you ok
K- yea I'm just shaking alittle
C- why did you go back
K- um well *sniff*he said if I didn't go he would do something even worse to me
C- that son of a bitch
K- it's ok I got out in time before he knocked down my door
C- no you had to jump out which that must of hurt
K- yea but it's ok
C- well I'm going to stay the night and be here for you
K- oh ok
C- well you wanna watch a movie
K- yea I'm just going to change
C- ok I'm gonna go then
K- ok
Carson left and I changed into sweatpants and a oversized hoodie. I went to the movie room and everyone was there choosing a movie I sat at the back with no one but Johnny looked at me and I just faked the smile like I always do. The movie was starting and I was deep in thought. I was just thinking of my dad and why he would do that to his own daughter and why did he abuse me. I was starting to replay the moment in my head and that's when Johnny came and sat next to me and we whispered the conversation
J- you ok
K- yea
J- you sure
K- yea
J- can I just say I'm sorry for dating Nadia
K- ok
J- kenz please talk to me
K- I'm talking to you right know
J- why when we were at the pool why did you not want me to touch you and when I was dating Nadia why did you bring someone else
K- Johnny can you just let me see the movie
J- please can you just talk to me
K- ok first of all Asher is gay and the time I didn't want you to touch me was because I was uncomfortable because something happened that day
J- what happened that day
K- that's none of your concerns
J- ok fine let's just watch the movie
K- ok
Johnny looked at the screen and I got up and went to Lauren's room. I locked the door and started to cry I got blue and hugged him. I just thought I was ok but I have to act fine even though I'm not.