Moon thoughs

Who am I

I feel like I'm at a point of breaking..
Questioning who I am all the time,
cause I've found someone that isn't faking,
but Idk who she calls "mine"

I got lost in all the stress,
From school and all the expectations..
My head is a mess,
My thoughts are preparing an abomination.

I'm really sorry for my acting..
I was trying to keep you out of it.
My emotions are just lacking,
but I know we fit.

I went through a lot in the last 5 years
and I was always the tough one.
But I can't act like it anymore geez,
cause it's no fun.

I don't want to call it a depression..
cause I feel like this could be worse.
I just don't want to give of the impression,
that this rodeo is my first..

I hate that I feel like this...
I have all I need to be happy.
This came like a fist,
after I became sappy.

You're all I was waiting for,
but since you came my brain can't stop overthinking.
I want to give you more,
but im incapable of being.

I love you more and more every day.
You're showing me all I ever needed.
My brain just have something to say,
I'm too broken for anyone to see it..