Moon thoughs

Dream love story

Is it that hard to be here for someone?
Just give them the time they deserve.
cause everytime i feel like im not the one,
I want to text but i feel like i'd get on your nerve.

I know you have too much work to do,
but so have I and I'm able to text.
I feel like im standing in a queue,
for you to just shout next...

Im not that hard to figgure out.
Just some love and effection that's all.
You don't even know me inside and out.
You just act like my gf when we drink alcohol.

When i tell u something is wrong,
you give me the stare and tell me too shush...
I can't wait for too long,
for u to figgure what makes me crash.

Am i even worthy of the dream lovestory?
The more the time passes i feel the no.
You don't have to feel sorry...
I just need to finally know.

Im trying to express my feels,
cause it's hard to tell it out loud.
and not to get into tears.
Idk if im even allowed.

I know this little poem is dumb.
This is even new for me.
I just lately felt a bit numb
and it is hard just to be.