Happiness

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My personal life is perfect
My mental health can't connect
I'm so sorry to my baby
She deserves to be a happy lady

Daily breakdowns end with my numbness
From one day to the next i feel like less and less
I don't want to loose this fight
But I can't seem to catch her light

They are my reason to stay
I need to find my way
She acts like she's fine
I know there's a line

She pays for my setbacks
I need to take out my own mess
I could be the end of our thing
But still I have The ring

I can't believe I'm the problematic one
Was always someone's sun
Now I'm the cloud of their days
Can't see my own self

What is happening in my brain?
Lately I only feel pain
Don't have any particular reasons
My moods change like seasons

Can someone please tell me what to do
How can my brain just cool
I feel so sad
I feel so bad

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⏰ Last updated: May 04, 2021 ⏰

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