random aphmau head canon things

moments that low key make me cry when i think abt them

the title should be high key but i'm going to pretend like it isn't to make me feel better abt myself ☝🏻😌

- aaron and nekoette's relationship as a whole

- the moment between laurence and the older couple from the inn at pikoro, where he said all he wanted from the man was to keep loving his wife

- all of laurence's pain came from a place of love and selflessness

- same with travis' ^

- travis had to carry the burden of his mother being killed by his father, then continue to fight him. all by himself without any emotional support.

- garroth watched first hand as zenix, the kid he mentored and help grow, turn into someone horrible. same with zane.

- okay this one might be a stretch but it makes me sad when baldo's wife (from the werewolf tribe) knows that baldo would've been happier with kiki and accepts it because she loves him so much

- malachi's entire backstory. like at first i was like, aw sad. but when i truly started thinking about it, it was really heartbreaking. he was a little kid and his own parents convinced him there was something wrong with him and he was a monster. then he was killed and left to live in the place he was murdered while still having the mindset of a little kid.

- okay so this one is more of a head canon and i know i shouldn't sympathize with him bc he's horrible but i feel like zane started off wanting to please his power hungry father and he accepted because garte was so infatuated with garroth.

- dante waiting fifteen years for everyone to come back and constantly blaming himself

- okay this one doesn't make me nearly as sad as the others, but dante not standing in the position aphmau told him to when they come back makes me sad. because like, there were so many days he waited for them and one of the few he didn't they came back.

- abby growing up without parents hurts my heart a lot

- once again this one doesn't really make me sad, but i sympathize for kawaii~chan. like, she comforted dante so much but was a rebound at first. of course they grew into something more, but if nicole had stayed i think things would've panned out much differently.

- lillian manipulating garroth. like, it makes me upset at garroth but at the same time it shows how easy it is to manipulate someone that's vulnerable. however, it does piss me off later on when garroth starts judging other people and having double standards but that's not what this is about—

- i'm definitely missing some but i'm tired and late so oops