Black Butler: Mating Season (sebaciel, boyxboy)

XVII. His Master, Courted

In the eyes of... Ciel Phantomhive


I sat in the bathroom waiting for Sebastian to finally call me to come inside. I had no idea what he was preparing but I heard a lot of rummaging.

This was absolutely dreadful. What had possessed me to agree to this? In a little while I was no longer going to be a virgin.

Earlier that day...

"I can't believe the party led to no clues. None at all." I said irritated. Sebastian and I walked into the mansion. "Yes, what was also quite strange was that Jessica Sparkes was not there and neither was Howard. None of the people there had any information. Miss Sparks gave us wrong information which means, she either didn't trust you or she's just being cautious." Sebastian said as he closed the door behind him. "This is so annoying. This has to be the slowest case yet." Sebastian took my coat and I couldn't ignore the butterflies I felt in my stomach as he came close to me

I tried to shrug off the annoying fluttering in my stomach and went to my study. I grabbed the case file from the desk and brought it to my bedroom. I sat down on the bed and read attentively. There had to be something I'd missed. Something crucial.

After a while I heard Sebastian come in.

"There has to be something here. It just doesn't make sense. Why would Jessica invite us to a party she never went to where no one even knows Howard? She seemed to trust us.." I frowned as I searched through the file.

"Bocchan?" Sebastian said after a while.

"What is it?"

I looked up from the file in my hand.

"I kept my end of the deal. It's time you kept yours." He said.

I instantly felt my cheeks get red. Why did he bring that up?! I was hoping I could just ignore that stupid deal and just pretend it never happened!

"W-well I said we'd have to finish the case.."

"The deal was that I'd accompany you to the party and you would-"

"Alright! You don't have to say it!" I screamed.

I looked at Sebastian and he had a big smirk on his face.

I wanted to scratch it off.

But.. a deal was a deal.

Damn him!

With shaking hands, I tried to unbutton my shirt.

"Oh, there is no need for that." Sebastian said.

"Why? You want to unwrap me like a present?" I said sarcastically.

"Yes." Sebastian smiled, his eyes glowing.

Disgusting.

"Fine, just get it over with." I frowned while I blushed more.

The less I thought about it, the better.

"This is an important time for you Bocchan. It has to be special." Sebastian said determined.

"Oh, it's definitely going to be special." I said glumly.

My first time.. was with a demon.

I shuddered.

"If you could wait in the bathroom while I prepare.."

I sighed and got up.

"You're overreacting, Sebastian."

"Please, Bocchan. Humor me."

...

I had no idea how long it'd been but it felt like an eternity.

I was getting more and more nervous by the minute. What the hell had I gotten myself into?! Earlier today.. I'd been desperate for Sebastian to come with me.. f-for the case, so I stupidly promised him whatever he wanted. Why hadn't I seen this coming?! And why didn't I just say no?! This was ludicrous! I should've just left Sebastian to rot in that filthy church!

I couldn't sit still anymore. I walked back and forth nervously while I thought about what was about to happen. I'd always thought I'd have my first time with Lizzy. She was my fiancé, after all. I wonder how she'd feel about this.. No, it doesn't matter! She'll never know. Besides, I'm the man in the relationship so.. when we do it, I'll have to take the lead. It'll be good to know few things.. This was a good idea.. It was like.. preparing for my honeymoon.

Lately.. I have felt a little different. I've been changing. I've found myself being curious about.. sexual things. I actually enjoy kissing Sebastian now and I wonder about other things. Just thinking about him sometimes makes me feel.. weird. Different.

I wondered how that would work between two men.. My dream hadn't been all that clear and the only thing I knew about sexual intercourse was how babies were made.

I wondered if it would hurt. Or would I be the one to..

My face turned completely red now and I was about ready to cry of embarrassment. I hated staying here in anticipation more than anything! I banged on the door.

"Sebastian! I'm done waiting! I'm coming out!"

Before I even had the chance to touch the door handle, Sebastian opened up.

The first thing I noticed was the delicious smell of roses. A lot of roses.

I entered the room and it looked completely different.

Intimate candle light filled the room. White, black and my favorite, Sterling Roses were spread all over.

On the bed lay a trail of the violet colored rose petals.

It was.. breathtakingly beautiful.

And as I could imagine.. very romantic.

"What is this?" I said annoyed.

"Do you like it?" Sebastian said, cheerfully.

It was so weird seeing him so happy. I would be happy when this stupid mating season was over. Which would be tomorrow.

"It looks like a graveyard." I said coldly.

"Is that why you're blushing?" Sebastian teased.

I looked away from him. "S-shut up." I said quietly.

Sebastian chuckled lightly and sat me down on the bed.

He knelt down in front of me and looked at me with his beautiful bright eyes.

"Well then, shall we begin?"