Autobiography Thing?

February 4th,2015

  So, today I had to go to school. If you don't already know, the school I go to is a weird curriculum, and they allowed me to come once a week due to my social anxiety and my parent's struggle to buy gas, since the school is about 20 minutes away. I mean, today could've been way worse. It's the first time in a while that I haven't had a panic attack in school, and a few people I knew last year told me hi. That cheered me up a bit. I took two tests, and got one A+, the other only 84%. I could've done better, but I honestly don't really care. As long as I passed, I'm ok. I don't plan on going to college because I want to be an artist, and the shit they teach you at college about art, I can just teach myself. And hellooooo, there are plenty of books that teach stuff about art. Anyways, off of the subject of college, and back to school. K(I'm saying K, just in case she doesn't wanna be mentioned) is my only real friend that I know in real life, if that makes sense. All my other close friends are online, and live far away,which sucks ass. But yeah, I got to see K today for like 5 seconds because she was walking to lunch and I was waiting for my mother to drive by so I could go home. Yeah, it sucks being able to barely see her, because we relate in a lot of ways and often have similar opinions on things, so we generally get along. I would love to become better friends with this guy that K and I used to play video games with a lot, but eh, I don't know. I just don't trust anyone anymore.

  After school was pretty miserable. Pretty boring. I've become even more sad because my aunt found a home for her dog, which has been staying with us, since she can't afford her. Neither can we, but she's such a sweet dog and I love her. I don't wanna give her to someone, but if she's being taken care of properly, unlike we are because we can't afford to take her to the vet, then it's probably for the best.

  That's about it for today, I am getting hungry for Nutella so buhbaii~

  I'll write some more when something interesting happens.