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y/ns pov!
falling in love? so stupid. especially at a time like this when I needed to focus. my mind raced as a certain someone passed through my gaze. he was so effortlessly perfect and romantic for no reason at all. most saw him as an aggressive shirtless mess but to me, he was everything beyond perfect and more. I and inosuke started dating around a month ago. let's just say it's going smoother than I imagined. he helped me through everything and made me feel so safe. safer than ever in this shitty world. I woke up and thought of him. before bed, we snuck into each other's rooms. we always made sure to screw something up so we could get extra training time together. even though those moments were filled with endless hours of work and sore aches they were the moments I loved the most. I tried to convince myself it was just a silly crush but no. our love was meant for worlds better than the one we're in. with him it all felt okay. I felt loved and at home. it had been a week since he set off on a long mission. me being injured I couldn't accompany my beloved. it made me scared honestly. inosuke was strong, stronger than most. but yet still I couldn't shake the worry deep in my heart. he was supposed to come back in 4 days, not a week. when I had gotten the news that he hadn't returned yet my body felt weak. I was so needy for him. I was so lost without his touch. that's why I locked myself away only coming out when I had to. it was embarrassing, to say the least, but I couldn't stop.
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another night passed without him by my side. I couldn't function. I looked into the mirror at the pale girl standing in front of me. no, I wasn't physically sick, but mentally. I hadn't realized how much love could affect a person. I stared off into space failing to notice the door slowly opening. even if I did it wouldn't be him. inosuke opening doors politely? hah. my heart almost stopped a beat when two string arms glued to my torso spinning me around to see none other than my savior. he looked at me with worry in his eyes before my body moved on its own. I shoved myself into his chest faster than light. he let out a small laugh before aggressively grabbing my legs, holding me like a princess. his princess. he didn't say a word as a reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box. inside was the most beautiful flower necklace I had ever seen. I wasn't a jewelry girl but when he pointed to his ankle to show he had a matching one to mine I swore to never remove it. his warm lips met mine fastly after he tied it around my neck. I was so scared for a reason I couldn't explain. I was vulnerable to him. it freaked me out how loose I let myself. I would let him do anything to me with no hesitation. I was falling farther and farther, but he was my safety net.
