Louis had a pretty normal childhood, lots of toys, attention, sandwiches cut in triangles, everything that a kid would want.
That is until his dad left. His mum tried to keep his life good, and stable, but without his dad she has to work twice as much just to pay the bills and have food. Louis was left with his Nan most of the time, and he absolutely adored her, but he didn't understand why he couldn't be with his mum.
There's not much you understand when your 4. Soon enough Jay, his mum, married Louis stepdad, Mark, and they had many kids together, all girls. Lottie, Fizzy, Daisy and Phoebe.
After each one of the girls were born meant less and less attention for Louis, and that only got worse when Jay passed. Mark was swamped with the girls, work, and grieving his wife, so he had no time for Louis like he did before.
He and his mum were very very close, so when she died Louis went into a deep depression, dyed his hair, got tattoos, started smoking and drinking. He was filled with resentment, at the world, and at himself.
The thoughts of what he could've done, what he should've done, what he would have said, if he could go back and do things differently. Drugs and alcohol help forget that.
First day of senior year, Louis and Zayn were smoking under the bleachers before going into school just like every morning. Making small talk while they breathe toxins into their lungs.
They aren't close, Louis has no close friends, he doesn't give people the chance to get to really know him. He's ok with being lonely, that's how it's been as long as he can remember. Except for those few, faint, memories of his father and mother. Loneliness is all he's ever really known.
When they finish their cigarettes Zayn and Louis go into the large brick building which is packed with students stuffing their lockers, trying to find their classes, some even snogging against the lockers. Horny bastards.
He had no plan on actually attending his classes, just skipping and wandering the halls dodging teachers and hall monitors, a skill he's mastered. That was when he saw him. Dark chocolate curls sitting on top his head like a halo. Louis did a double take, making sure this was a real person he was seeing and not an angel. He was wearing the most delicious outfit Louis had ever seen, so innocently sinful he didn't know what to do with himself. "Be right back mate." Louis said to Zayn without taking his eyes off the boy.
Zayn said something he couldn't care less about he just needed to know who this boy was. He walked as fast as he could pushing people out of his way to get to the angel.
When Louis finally reached him, he saw the boy was struggling with his locker. "Need any help there baby?" Louis said in his raspy, but high voice startling the boy. "I- um yes please." Harry said flustered and blushing when he saw that they were the same eyes he fawned over earlier. "No problem, love what's your code?" Louis said with faux sincerity. "I-it's um 17-83-34" without another word Louis went to open his locker and when putting in the code he asked "What's your name angel?"
That left Harry even more flustered, if that was even possible. "H-Harry. Yours?" Harry said blushing beyond belief. "Don't be so nervous babe I don't bite. 'M Louis, but you can call me anything you want." Louis said as he opened up Harry's locker and winked at him. Harry was as red as a tomato, getting very worked up at the older boy's implications "T-thank you L-Louis." Harry managed to stutter out. Why did he have to be so damn attractive!! "Anytime love. What's your schedule? Wanna see if I will be blessed with your presence during any of my classes angel."
He was going to kill Harry. He was fumbling with his things trying to put them in his locker and handed Louis his schedule, not trusting in his voice to speak. He was trying not to look at him again, he finally got his blush down and didn't want to embarrass himself by blushing even more. "Looks like we have first, fourth, fifth, seventh and ninth together. Can't wait babes." Louis said, and walked off with a wink.
Harry has no idea how he's supposed to survive this year.
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End of chapter 2
This chapter is quite a bit longer then the last but I hope this one was better. The beginning is a lot longer than the one in chapter one bc Lou has a bit more complicated story than Harry. Hope you enjoyed !!!! Xxxxxxx
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Fanfiction!!TW!! Self harm Sexual content Depression Anxiety attacks Mention of death - - - - This is going to be a bdsm fic you have been warned - - Basically Louis is punk Harry is femme and they have a ton of obstacles and stuff to go through !! Cover was...
