Cigarettes and sunflowers

🧸Chapter 21🧸

This chapter is going to be all fluff, and the next chapter will be the last one so it's coming to an end. Hope you enjoy !!

(Louis POV)

~About 2 and 1/2 months later~
Louis' graduation

I stand in front of the full body mirror, adjusting my cap and gown. I can't believe this day has come. Harry comes up behind me and puts his hands on my shoulders. It's an emotional day for both of us.

Ever since I accepted my love for Harry I had the motivation to get my life in order. I've got a job now, on the way to getting my own apartment, quit smoking, and I've been sober for about a month.

I feel better than ever. I've also been going to therapy, and got put in an antidepressant. I was not a fan of it at first but it's helped me so much, I'm glad Harry talked me into it.

"You're going to do great. Don't worry, this is a start to your adult life. Scary or not, and trust me I know it's scary, it opens up so many opportunities not only for you but for us, college or no college." Harry says sweetly before kisses my shoulder. He's been my anchor through all of this and I don't know how to thank him. Well, I can think of a few things but nows not the time.

"Thank you baby. I'm just nervous." I turn around and kiss him gently on his lips. He pulls apart to say, "We've got plenty of time for that later. Let's get to the school."

Harry grabs me by the robe and pulls me out into my nan's mini van, my car can't fit all of us. When we get in everyone is already here.

"Took ya long enough! We've been sitting here for ten minutes waiting for you two!" Lottie yells at us when we get in the car.

"Now Lottie be nice to your brother it's a big day for him and him and Harry probably have a lot to talk about." Nan turns around to scold her.

"Yeah whatever." Lottie grumbles and crosses her arms.

We sit in the car and I feel Harry get restless next to me, playing with dress. He's wearing a short red sundress to match my cap and gown.

I know it's just excitement so I shrug it off. It doesn't take long for us to get to the school and Harry practically jumps out of the car. So fucking adorable. I'm the last one to leave the car and we all pile into the school, heading for the auditorium.

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Louis' graduation party

We're at the beach and everyone is either in the water having a great time, or at the table having a great time.

Me and Harry snuck away behind the building to 'secretly' make out. It was quite easy because it's pretty dark despite all the party lights strung everywhere. He giggles as he pulls me along behind him and pushes himself to the wall and pulls me into him. He's giggling and smiling as he grabs my neck and kisses me hard. Even though I know it's probably just the adrenaline and excitement I'm shocked my his actions and it takes a second to register what's happening before I kiss back.

The dim lighting makes it that much more erotic. And if we hook up behind the building when my family and friends are like 40-50 feet away, no one has to know.

We go back into the water hoping the partially dirty lake will wash the smell of sex on us. Though of course Lottie and Fizzy figure it out. I'm so happy the twins got put to sleep they don't need to be hearing this.

"Hey Haz, why is your bikini all messed up?" Lottie points out making Harry blush and fix the red two piece. "Louis what is going on with your guys' hair? What were you- OH MY GOD YOU DID NOT." Fizzy yells and covers her face in disgust. "DID YOU REALLY? WITH OUR FAMILY HERE I CAN NOT BELIEVE YOU TWO." Lottie yells too, obviously she picked it up as well. "Guys be quite they're over there shush." I say quietly to them. "I think I'm going to throw up." Fizzy says covering her mouth. "Oh come on Fizz it's not that bad. People have sex it's no big deal." I try to reason with her but honestly I don't think it'll work. "But while our family is here?"

"Oops?" I say with a nervous smile.

"Hi." Harry says after staying quiet the whole time. I look at him to see his cheeks red as a tomato.

"Whatever I won't- we won't tell as long as this never happens again. Ok?" Lottie says and gives Fizzy a look.

"Ok we promise it won't happen just don't tell." I say crossing my fingers behind my back. It appeases them so they get out of the water mumbling incoherent swear words.

When they are out of sight I remove my hand from my back and show Harry.

"You nasty fucker!" He says playfully before I grab his waist and kiss him gently. It's a slow, and soothing kiss. It wont go anywhere and we don't want it to. It communicates all of the unsaid things, all of the feelings we can't put into words we pour into the kiss, giving it so much more meaning.

And I stand corrected. Harry deepens the kiss, and it slowly gets quite heated. I feel him getting hard again against my thigh so I slip my hand down, pull out his cock and pump it slowly. We're safe because we're the only ones in the water and the table is a little ways from here. I pump him faster, and he kisses me harder trying to suppress his moans. I run my thumb over the sensitive tip and he comes for the second time tonight, freezing up and whimpering in my mouth. I tuck him back in the bikini bottoms-which of course he had to buy in a couple sizes up so he wouldn't show- and give him a quick peck on the nose. He giggles as I kiss his whole face, grabbing his cheeks to keep him in place so my lips can memorize every little detail of him.

"Do you want me to-"

"No baby it's ok. Let's go back to the table it's almost time to leave, ok?" He nods and lays his head on my chest. We stand there for a bit, his head in the crook of my neck and my arms around him. I hear him yawn and he snuggles further into me. We've both had a long day.

"Aw baby do you want me to carry you to the car?"

"Mhm" he sleepily nods.

I pick him up and wrap his legs around my waist. I feel him falling asleep already. By the time I've got him buckled up in the car he's out cold.

I run to table and let everyone know we're leaving, and grab our clothes. Thankfully when I get back he's in the same position, still asleep, so I lay my graduation gown on him so he doesn't get cold.

I drive home carefully, pick him back up, and carry him to my bed. It can't be comfortable sleeping in a still wet bathing suit so I change him into a pair of my sweatpants and a sweater. Once I've changed I lay in bed beside him, and pull him onto me to keep him close.

All I can think of falling asleep is that I want this with him forever. I want him to be my forever.

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End of chapter 21
I never thought I would get this far with my book but I am so grateful for anyone who takes the time to read my story, weather or not you vote and or comment-though it is greatly appreciated-
Next chapter is the end. It's my first story so I'm very attached to it and it's hard to end. But when I started it I was in a really bad environment, surrounded by toxic people who manipulated me and mentally/emotionally abused me. This story helped me through that, and so did all of you reading and commenting and voting, but I was making these sad and sappy chapters projecting all of that here which I guess is why I'm surprised anyone actually enjoyed it. But at the end of the day, I'm in a better, healthy, more understanding and supportive environment with people who only want the best for me. There's still a lot to learn, and still a lot to unlearn but you have no idea how much you people helped me. If I had just one reader, or twenty, or a hundred, no matter what the numbers are, I love every single one of you. And I can't thank you enough.
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