words that mean nothing

spiders

    
!trigger warning! //mentions of blood

spiders have infested my body. there are spiders in my head. there are spiders in my veins. there are spiders crawling underneath my fingernails. there are spiders hiding in between my bones. there are spiders in my legs. they begin to eat my organs. making me weaker and weaker as the time passes. they begin to eat my skin. until there is a pile of blood seeping out from beneath me. it glistens in the sunlight. yet, they continue. my body has began to decay. yet, they continue. until i am a pile of bones. the spiders have left. the ground begins to consume me. the earth, claims me as its own. i begin to disappear from existence as i'm dragged deeper and deeper into the dirt. i scream and scream, but to no remorse. my cries of agony and fear have done nothing. they've made up their mind and there's simply nothing i am able to do about it. i accept it as it is. maybe, maybe, one day, i'll become free again.
-L