Am i fat?

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SAMS POV.
I'm over at Carly's house eating spaghetti tacos with fredwierd and Carl's. No, I don't think I'll ever call fredwierd by his real name. Anyways, we went out to get smoothies.
" I'm so thirsty " Carl's said
" me too " I said
We walked into GB ( groovie smoothie )
Gibby was with his girlfriend Tasha
Tasha recently transferred to ridgeway, considering the fact she wanted to be with gibs more!
" I have lost so much weight from it " Tasha said
" hey! Lost weight from what? I wanna loose 2 pounds. " Carl's said
Tasha told us it was some drink called the " weight loss power " weird name..
Carly said she'll try it
" you gonna try it sam? " Carl's asked me
" no, why? " Sam said
" what, nothing! Just asking. You're perfectly fine with your weight anyways Sam. " she smiled

As I walked home I wondered if Carly was being serious saying I have a " fine weight ".
Wait? Why am I suddenly worrying about weight?

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It was the next day at school and Sam decided she was going to try that weight loss drink. Wouldn't bother loosing a few pounds.
Carl's: Sam.. You've drank over 7 of those.. You can get sick! Are you trying to loose weight?
Sam: Carl's I'm fine. I'm just really thirsty and this drink is SO GOOD.
Sam lied
Carl's: of course * Carly giggled *

I was in science class with fredweird
I hear girls giggle staring at me
" got a problem with me actually focusing for once in class? "
Maya ( one of the girls ) said, " no we don't have a problem with that. "
" what's your problem than? "
" we saw you trying to lose weight with those drinks. "
Oh god
" Hun, you can't lose weight for your life fat ass. " the girls go away and laugh.
Freddie: Sam ignore th-
I run out of the class and just head to math

Lunch:
Carl's: God I'm starving..
I stay silent
Carl's goes to buy lunch
F: aren't you gonna buy lunch Sam?
S: wha- yeah of course..
I get up and go buy an apple and banana
C: that's it?
S: I'm my that hungry..
I took a few bites of my apple.
Once again the 3 girls walk by and laugh.
Carl's left lunch early bringing her orange to class for extra help with science.
I throw my apple put when no one notices.
" want my banana? " I asked
F: no you can have it
S: okay. I took a bite but threw it out after
" man I gotta pee. My Blatter is gonna explode. Be right back. " I said
" thanks for sharing " he said and smirked
I fake smiled at what he said
I go in the bathroom
Someone is in there
" why are u standing there? " some curious girl asked
" just like peeing with no one hearing I guess.. " I say awkwardly
She leaves confused
" too bad those fruits aren't going to last very long "
I stick two fingers down my throat and start violently puking into the toilet, just hooping no one would come in

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