Chapter Two

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SAMS POV.

School ended and I went home. I didn't feel ashamed of throwing up. Heck, I felt great. Probably made me loose a pound. Or two. I walked into my room and locked the door. Not that my mother would care, anyways. I walked by the mirror and lifted up my shirt. I wasn't fat two days ago. What happened?
I was ashamed and embarrassed. I honestly didn't want anyone to see me again. But I knew Carly and Freddie would be suspicious. Carly isn't suspicious now but after a while she will be if I keep up this act with her. I snuck into my moms room and got one of her bikini magazines. She reads like 100 of them.. My god mother..
I flipped through pages and felt humiliated. Wow I'm fat. I'm a whale.
How can my mother be so thin and her daughter be so fat? How can Melanie be so thin and her TWIN sister be so fat? I threw the magazine at the wall and started hysterically crying.
I'm gonna prove those girls wrong. I'm gonna be perfect.

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