My Memories

Fly to my Room

"Well?" Jin says and motions for me to talk.

"You see, he started it first. He dumped a bucket of cold water over my head! As you can see that I'm drenched!" I respond and motion to myself.

He looks at me and then to Tae. Tae solemnly stand up from the ground as looks down. "Would you like to defend yourself?" Jin asks. Tae shakes his head no and fiddles with his fingers.

Jin let's out a huge sigh and rubs his forehead and says, "Bianca, go upstairs and change your clothes. We don't need you getting sick."

"Thank you." I respond and head towards the stairs. Before I can get to the first step I feel someone grab hold of me and huge me tightly.

"I'm sorry, love." Tae whispers in my ear and then releases me. Love? Huh? I turn to look at him and nod my head slightly. I turn back and head up the stairs. As I walk up, I feel a pair of eyes staring at my back intensely. I know it's Tae, but why is he staring at me? I should call Sammy soon to see how he's doing.

When I made it into my room I rushed to my phone and picked it up. I unlock it and see that I have two missed calls from Sammy and 3 text messages. Oh shoot, I'll call him when I get out of the shower. I set my phone down on my bed and head towards my closet. What should I wear now? I pick out an oversized sweater and a pair of black leggings.

I start to head out of my room and stop when someone knocks on my door. :Who is it?" I ask. Hopefully not Tae.

"Tae...Can we talk?" He speaks quietly. I stare at the door and debate on if I want to talk to him right now. Should I do it now or wait? I take a deep breath and run my fingers through my damp hair. It can wait, yeah it can.

"Can we talk after I get changed? I really want to get out of these wet clothes." I state and put my hand on the door knob.

"Y-yeah. Again, I'm sorry love." He responds and walks away. When I am certain that he's far gone I step out of my room and head towards the bathroom.(image above) I need to get answers quick. I want to be sure that I'm making the right choice with Sammy. I don't want to regret anything that I choose to do and the first step to making sure what I'm doing is right is getting the answers I need from Tae. I shake my head free of these thoughts and close the bathroom door behind me. I lock it just in case someone comes in, a girl needs her privacy.

I soon hop in the shower and  start to sing my heart out to Let Me Know.

"Girl, let me know
Girl, let me know
이미 다 끝난 건 알고 있지만
미련이라도 남지 않게만
Girl, let me know
Girl, let me know
Girl, let me know
뭐라도 말해줘
I just wanna know, know, know
I just wanna know, know, know
미련이 마침표 앞에서 버티고 있어
그러니 뭐라도 내게 말해줘
Girl, let me know"

When I finish I hop out and start to dry off. In the midst of me drying off the bathroom door starts to jiggle. I quickly cover up and reach for the doorknob. Before I even touch the doorknob the door is unlocked and in walks .....