savior ↬ l.t. [editing]

Chapter 21

*Louis P.O.V.*

Over that last couple weeks I have had the same routine each and every day. It went a little something like this.

First : Go visit Brooklyn till visiting hours are over

Next : Do One Direction related stuff

Than : Hang with the boys and Brooks brothers/sister/sister-in-law/nephews.

Last : Go home and cry till falls asleep and pray for Brook to get better.

So...that's my routine. The guys are all worried about me because i barley come out of my room and I hardly eat that much anymore. I sighed as I got out of bed and threw on some jeans , a t-shirt , a sweatshirt and converse before running downstairs and into the kitchen.

I stopped when I heard whispering coming from inside.

"I don't know what to do about Louis...this whole Brook thing has really gotten to him."I heard Liams voice whisper.

"I know mate. I'm really worried about him. He seems so broken."Zayns voice whispered. After hearing enough of their whispering about me , I decided to make an appearance.

"Hey guys!"I shouted. They both jumped and looked over at me.

"Hey Louis."They both said quietly. I smiled at them and walked over to the fridge. I opened it up and pulled out a water and a small bag of carrots.

"Bye , I'm going to the hospital."I said to them as I started to walk out of the kitchen , but they called me back. I sighed and walked back to them.

"Yeah?"I asked them.

"Maybe you should get some rest mate instead of go to the hospital."Liam said to me putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah Lou , not to be mean but , you look like a mess."Zayn said to me. I glared at them and tore Liam's hand off my shoulder.

"Whatever. I'll be back later."I muttered turning back and storming out of the flat. I walked to my car and got in. I turned on the car but before I started to drive I looked at my reflection in the review mirror.

I grimaced as I saw my appearance. I looked awful. My hair was sticking up all the place , I looked super pale , my eyes were red from all the crying and my usually bright blue eyes were a dull grey. I sighed and backed out of the garage and drove to the hospital.

Once I got there I walked up to the doors and signed in giving the receptionist a weak smile and walked to Brook's room. I sighed and laid down on the bed next to her.

"Hey Brook."I muttered grabbing her hand and lacing our fingers together. I know I wasn't going to get a response but , I could at least talk to her.

"I miss you , I miss everything about you..."I trailed off getting hit with a couple of flashbacks. I shook my head and changed the subject.

"The boys and I are having an interview tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous about it but , I'm sure it will be great."I said

"We have been writing songs and most of them are dedicated to you. Do you want me to sing you a song Brook?"I asked her looking over at the guitar someone had left in the corner of the room...

'Yeah , I'll sing you a song."I whispered as I slowly got up and grabbed the guitar and placed it on my lap. I played a few cords before I started to sing Look After You. (A/N: Sorry if i get any of the lyrics wrong , I'm using a lyric video for it , song on the side)

If I don't say this now ,

I will surely break

As I'm leaving

The one I want to take

Forgive the urgency

but hurry up and wait

My heart has started to

Separate....

Oh Oh Oh , Oh Oh OH

Be my baby

Oh oh oh, oh oh

Oh oh oh , oh oh oh

Be my baby

and I'll look after you

There now , steady love , So few come

and don't go

Will you wont you , be the one

I'll always know

When I'm losing my control ,

the city spins around

You're the only one who knows,

You slow it down

Oh oh oh , oh oh oh

Be my baby , oh oh oh , oh oh

Oh oh oh , oh oh oh

Be my baby , and i'll look after you

And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt

my love she leans in-to me

This most assuredly counts ,

I said most assuredly

And oh oh oh , oh oh oh

be my baby , and i'll look after you

After you...

oh oh oh , oh oh oh , Be my baby

And i'll look after you

It's always have , And never hold

You've began , To feel like home yeah...

Whats mine is yours , To leave or take

Whats mine is yours to make your own

oh oh oh , oh oh oh , Be my baby

oh oh oh , oh oh

oh oh oh , oh oh oh , Be my baby

(chorus)

oh oh oh , oh oh oh , Be my baby

oh oh oh, oh oh (x2)

I finished up the song and looked over at Brook. I sighed and set the guitar down on the floor. I walked over to Brook and took in every detail of her. Her usually glowing tan face is now pale and lifeless , her pink hair color is fading away making her natural blonde hair show.

I frowned and grabbed her hand. I hope she wakes up soon , and when she does , i plan on being the first one she sees.

"Mr.Tomlinson , visiting hours are over."A nurse said politely. I nodded and stood up giving Brook a kiss on the forehead before walking out and driving home. As soon as I got home I ignored everyone else and walked upstairs to my room and slammed the door shut.

I collapsed onto my bed and closed my eyes. Please wake up Brook.