The next day after school you decided to go visit Atsumu in the hospital. You and your mom made cookies together and you put them in a little basket. You waved your parents goodbye and went to the bus stop to catch a bus to the hospital.
As soon as you arrived, you went straight to the reception and then to Atsumus room.
When you entered the room you saw Atsumu sitting on his bed looking at the window(classic😎). You knocked at the door to get his attention. He turned his head around looking at you and then smiling.
That smile, the smile you fell in love with and could have lost because of your stupidity.
At The thought of that, tears started bubbling up in your eyes, but you quickly wiped them sway before Atsumu could see them.
"How are you?" you asked him sitting on a chair next to his bed.
"Pretty good actually, the doctors said that I can get out of this hospital tomorrow" he answered you smiling. You smiled back though it wasn't really all that happy.
"what do you have there?" he asked pointing to the basket in your hand.
"Oh me and my mom made cookies for you. You can eat them right?" you asked a little hesitant.
"Yes" he said chuckling a bit. You handed him the basket which he gladly accepted.
You looked at him happily munching On the cookies and for some reason, it made you Mad.
"Why are you so happy?!" you shouted getting his attention. "IF I DIDN'T COME TO YOUR HOUSE, YOU'D BE DEAD. YOUR WHOLE FAMILY WOULD BE MOURNING. I'D BE MOURNING FOR YOU. I WASN'T ABLE TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I WAS SO WORRIED AND I BET OSAMU COULDN'T EITHER!!" you gripped the sheets on his bed and buried your face in them starting to sob loudly. Atsumu looked at you shocked for a minute but his expression soon went back to a smile. He put down the cookie he was eating and reached out to you, his hand stroking your hair gently.
"I'm so sorry princess, I don't know what I was thinking while doing that, but thank you for saving my life" your face flushed at the nickname he used to call you when you were dating. You were 100% sure that you still loved him, you just didn't know if he'd want you back after what you did.
"I love you" you mumbled into the sheets but Atsumu still heard.
"what?" he stared at you, his eyes wide
"I SAID I LOVE YOU DUMBASS! I never stopped, I don't even know why I broke up with you. Maybe because I thought I wasn't enough for you. Cause you are one of the best volleyball players in the prefecture and who am I? Just some nobody who happened to get Lucky that you love them too, but still what do I do? Break up with because of my own insecurities and that causes you to want to kill yourself" you ranted years streaming down your face. You would have kept talking but Atsumu grabbed your cheeks and kissed your forehead, making you stop.
"i love you too y/n" he said smiling at you, not moving his hands from your cheeks "do you want to maybe, get back together?" he asked a little nervous.
"YES" you sqeeled and hugged him tightly. "but what about b/n?" you asked.
"you can break up with him right?" Atsumu asked, though it was more like a statement.
"Yeah but, i don't want to hurt his feelings" you said looking down.
"you don't love him right, it's better that way" Atsumu said putting a few strands of your hair behind your ear. You smiled sweetly at him hugging him again.
After a while you had to leave because it was getting dark.
The next day Atsumu went back to school and to practice. Everything seemed back to normal, that is until your boyfriend came over.
YOU ARE READING
«𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮 𝐌𝐢𝐲𝐚 𝐱 𝐲/𝐧» 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞
FanficTW // ABUSE(non by Atsumu), DEATH MENTION ATTEMPTED SUICIDE, BLOOD MENTION