one hundred sleepless nights(pierce the veil)

Yes..?

Ashley's PoV :

I'm so confused. I always thought you were supposed to feel bombs and explosions, butterflies. Maybe even light headed or weak in the knees something...but no. I just felt a tiny shiver and to be completely honest I think it was just from the slight breeze that was blowing. He pulls away, out of breath and puts his forehead in mine. He stares into my eyes with this big goofy grin. I smile back at him cause his smile is just contagious.

"Me. You should be with me ash, so what do you think about being my girlfriend?" Girlfriend!?! Woah... ummm wow uh woo uh wow yea he just asked rhat. what in the hell am I gonna say!? Like do I have feelings for him. like we always good off together but we haven't been spending much time together lately. He has no idea about trey or when he came to.. pay me a visit. Only vic knows and he was the only one there for me when it happened too. Yea in the beginning I did have some feelings for kellin but I don't know anymore. Before I could process what I was doing I said something I didn't even think I would say "yes kellin....ill be your girlfriend." All the hope that was in his eyes vanished and was replaced with joy. He picked me up and spun me around a couple time before I told him my dinner was gonna be all over him if he didn't stop. We both chuckled at my rather gruesome comment. He intertwined our hand together before we headed back to the hotel.

While we were walking he would occasionally sneak glances at me and give me tiny kisses on my cheek. He gently swings our interlocked hands back and forth humming quietly. "Ashley....do you know how happy you really just made me by saying yes?, I was actually really nervous cause I know we haven't been the closest lately." He kicks around a few pebbles. "I noticed but you know I figured why not give it chance you know." which those words he looked over to me and smiled big. "your the best ashley you know that?" I laughed "well you know I try" I said while pretending to fix my eyebrows. Laughing at my silly gesture we realise the paparazzi is out front of the hotel. I groan when I see the cameras flashing knowing there's no way we were gonna get through that without any questions or easily at that. " Okay so here is what we're going to do, on the count of three were gonna unlink hands and run through them. okay? Okay." he says picking up his pace a little bit. I hear him say 2, wait wait what happened to 1!? "Three!!!!" He drops my hand and runs me trying to catch up to him as quickly as possible....which basically isn't even possible because he's like a freaking deer or something. He got through no problem me on the other hand tripped 3 times, and fell flat on my ass before saying fuck it and just crawling the rest of the way inside. I stand up out of breath probably looking like I just got through a world war, and Kellin rolling around in the floor dying of laughter. "Ha..ha so fucking funny I think I might die." I say sarcastically before stepping over him and making my way to the elevator. He jogs up behind me and kisses my cheek "I know it wasn't funny I'm just kidding with you babe" mhm babe my ass. I guess I said that out loud cause he started laughing before pushing our floor number. We got to our floor and I walked over to my room. Before I can open my door Kellin turns me around and presses my back against my door. My breathing becomes uneven as he kisses my jaw. He hungrily attacks my lips his hands roaming my side before he pulls away. "Goodnight babe." He says and with that he disappears inside of his room. Now I just have to figure out how to tell vic.