one hundred sleepless nights(pierce the veil)

Why?

I quickly said bye to Dylan and jumped in my bestfriends car. "Hey What's up!, are you excited!  cause I am I heard kellin is gonna sing king for  a day with ptv OMAGOOOSSHHHH!IM SO FUC- " I interrupted  her by putting by hand over her mouth "buddy I love you and I'm excited but please.... it would be a pleasure if you would just..... shut the fuck up."I said with a fake grin. she nodded and I removed my hair from her mouth. " Okay next stop warped tour!" she exclaimed before starting the car and speeding off. traffic was great and we just glided through. The music was blaring and if I'm James Dean you Aubrey Hepburn came on and I could help myself,  " STAY FOR TONIGHT! IF YOU WANT TO, I CAN SHOW YOU, WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF! " I sang as loud as I voice would let me, I looked over to see if Ciera had joined in but she didn't. I turned off the music and turned to her

            "What's wrong with you?, Why aren't you singing with or talking? " I asked. it wasn't normal for her to be Acting like this.  "Nothing I was just deep in thought. " she said while still staring off into space. "Well... about what!?" I'm so confused .... she's  usually so carefree.  "umm... what if this lip gloss isn't the kind that kellin likes?"  she like bands Like this and everything but she still is a little bit of a girly girl. but I also knew that wasn't it but I wasn't gonna push any farther cause if it's sad I don't want to kill the mood before the concerts. so I just Go with it "its perfect don't worry" I chuckle a little bit to ease the tension.  I turn the music back in and king for a day is on. we Immediately start singing " YOU TOLD ME THINK ABOUT IT WILL I DID, NOW I DON'T WANT TO FEEL A THING ANYMORE! I'M TIRED BEGGING FOR THE THINGS THAT I WANT, I'M OVER SLEEPING LIKE A DOG IN THE FLOOR! " we both sing really loud in unison. After and hour of singing and flipping people off for their (.mostly our) reckless endangerment with a vehicle,  we finally made it. I almost went into a state of hyperventilation when I saw the mosh pit. we waited a couple minutes then we hear the starting chorus on the guitar for king for a day and I almost passed out. When they got on the stage I nearly went blind cause their beauty was too much to handle, and my breath hitched in my throat when I locked eyes with Vic fuentes. I honestly considered never blinking again for the fear of washing away the perfect image. But I truly did melt when he kept looking at me. I felt a jolt of electricity Go through me when he looked at me.For the very first time I blushed. 

          I followed him with my eyes ash he walked off stage with the rest of ptv and sws came on. out the corner of my eye I saw Ciera pushing her boobs you when kellin came out on stage and I couldn't help but let out a laugh. their first song was postcards and Polaroids,  then with eyes to hear and ears to see. PTV came back on for the end and sang I don't care if your contagious, and he looked my way the whole time again. I honestly felt special when he did but I knew it was only cause I was another fan and he probably does that with any other girl in the crowd.

It came to an end and we climbed out the mosh pit. we were covered in paint and we were still buzzing after crowd surfing. we walked to the car but Ciera stopped me. "Ashley, your step dad still hits you doesn't he." she said as more of a statement then a question.  I nodded my head. it been going on for a couple years and I always tried to leave but he always found me cause I only ever went with Ciera.  She looked at me with sadness laced in  her bright auburn eyes that for some reason sometimes looked orange..She poked me with what felt like a needle. "Ow! what the fuck ci!? "I screamed while running my arm "That's Why I'm not gonna let it happened anymore." she let one tear fall and I was really freaked out. she shoved 300$ in my hands and quickly jumped in through car and sped off. I tried screaming her name, she couldn't just leave me here! I shove the money in my pocket and run my hand through my hair that has splats of multicolored paint in my hair. I couldn't comprehend what was going on. All I could ask myself is Why. I sat down and cried. what else would I do. I was in the middle of butt fuck nowhere and I didn't know what to do.I was probably there first about an hour before I felt myself drifting still asking the same question over and over,  Why? My eyes were super heavy and the last thing I remember was someone running towards me,  screaming something I couldn't quite make out. then it all went black.

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Okay guys how is it? this is  my very first story and right now I think it's a little weird should I delete it? comment, message me,  something I need advice.