one hundred sleepless nights(pierce the veil)

Concerts and cutting

Vic's pov:

I should be checking my guitar and mic, since the concert starts in like 10minuets. I've been so stressed lately, I can't stop thinking about Ashley. She so beautiful and absolutely, ugh I don't even know She's just, amazing. What are these girls saying now, the fault in our sky's,or No the fault it our stars. Whatever it is I want to be her August waters....that doesn't sounds right either.....Agustus!! there Agustus Waters. I want be that to her. Cause from what hear he is quite the charmer. I just don't want all the cancer, and I don't want her to have cancer either.... that would be very very ...unfortunate. I feel the urge to cut, bit I know I can't. I have to be strong first the guys and my fans. But what they don't know can't hurt them can it?

I sneak off into this dark little room. The lights are just dimmed. I slowly slide down the wall and get out a razor. I slide it across. It hurts a little more than usual cause it's been a while. The crimson liquid slowly oozes out of my wrist. I do this about 5 more times before I hear a gasp. I snap my head up and look around. I see a body with their knees pulled up to their chest in the corner. I squint my eyes to attempt to see who it is.

"Ashley? " I say shocked. my breath hitches in my throat when she stands up walks over too me. She slowly, and gently takes my arm. She pulls some tissues from her back picked and pulls one out of the package. she cleans my cuts up, puts super thin bandages so nobody would notice, and covered it with make up to make it look natural. While She's doing all this I see some blood on her left arm. I figure she got some of my blood on her, but it would be know both arms, and thats a whole hell of a lot more than I had on my wrists. I make her stop what She's doing and examine her wrist. Her whole arm was covered. Cut, after cut ,after cut. I let a tear slip from my eye.

"W-why?" I say. I'm at a loss for words. How could someone so beautiful do this to themselves. "It helps.... I would say you don't understand but it obviously looks like you do." she said in her now fading British accent. We got to learn all about where she was born, and her life. It didn't seem very Happy all the way through. "I just can't imagine Why you, just....o my goodness Ashley. " I stutter, my sentence probably all over the place."She looks at me with something in her eyes but I came put my finger on it. I still didn't let Go of her arm, and I can feel electricity shooting through my arms. I lean a little, my brain No longer in control but my heart is now. She leans in too. Our lips lightly brush over each others. She backed up right when I was going to press my lips to her. She clears her throat.

"I should get cleaned up and... Yea." she says with a slight blush creeping over her cheeks. I smirk, cause I know she wanted to kiss me just as bad as I wanted to kiss her. "Okay but throw away your razor...and I'll throw mine away." I felt pretty bold, maybe a little too confident. She swallowed hard and nodded. she took her razor out her bookbag and threw it away. I walked over and did the same with mine. "Hurry and get clean, the front row or backstage is all yours babe." I said with a wink. Yup definitely over confident right now. She blushed again. Ugh she so damn cute. I walk out of the room and sling my guitar back on. I Strum a few strings and I knew this concert was going to be great.

We run out on stage and I see her in the front row. She Smiles that gorgeous smile, and I can't help but Smiles back. I'm actually glad she isn't backstage cause kellin is back there, and I don't want anything to happen. Our first song is I don't care if your contagious. I suggested it cause I know that's her favorite. Then we played disasterology. I have so much energy right now intake probably unhealthy. This is probably our best concert yet...Well for me. As soon as disasterology was finished, since we didn't say Hi I decide to say a little something. "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON NEW YORK!HOW ARE YOU!!" now maybe the swearing was a little uncalled for....I just had to. Everyone went nuts. That's when I realized Why I stopped cutting, and I love performing. Cause our fans our fucking amazing.

We play 3 more sets, through each song I would sneak a wink or two, over to Ashley. She just looked so Happy to be here. I want to make her mine. The concert ended, and I sprinted backstage. Ashley was already there and o gave her a huge hug. "EEwww your all sweaty! " she half laughs into my chest. I can't help but chuckle cause she just soo... Ashley.

"But you love it." I say with a eyebrow wiggle and she stuffs her face back In my chest. she gives everyone else hugs, while I pack up. When I'm done I see kellin trying to flirt with her again, so I nonchalantly Go over and scoop her up. "Vic!! when I get down your dead!"She screams. "NEXT PLACE, TOUR BUSS! "I exclaim and run out to the bus. Hmm let's play some games tonight.