The Power Within (BTS FF)

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝟓𝟐

If we ever become unhappy some day
If we become apart
What do I do?
Of course, that won't happen
- Smile Flower, Seventeen

~✧☾✧ ~

I run toward her. I can see her. If this is a dream then I don't want to wake up. I can finally reach her. I can finally say how I struggle hard keeping all this in.

"Mom!" I shouted

I hold her shoulder. She looked back. The person that I yearned for so many years. The person that I want to be with. The person I always prayed for. That important person, my mother, is now in front of me.

"Eomma, who is she?" The girl ask

"I'm sorry, it seems that you hold the wrong person" She said as she smiled

She smiled. The smile I've been wanting to see ever since they died. I believed that they didn't died. I felt that they didn't died. And there they are.

"Yeobo!" A man said as he approach Mom

The man that I first love before finding my soulmate. The man who taught me how to be strong. The man that I'm also yearning for. That man that died in front me.

"Dad?" I whispered

"Omo, why are you crying?" The woman said while wiping my tears

"Omo noona, don't cry!" The boy said

"Let's bring her to that café first" The man said

They brought me to the café. We all sat on the family table. While entering, I only looked to them. How nostalgic it is to see their faces. How I missed them everyday. How I struggled so hard just to hide the pain that I'm keeping for years. How I want to hug them and tell them how I love them. I want to do all of it. But then..... I can't. My body is saying to stay far away from them.

"Miss can we get a water and a tissue please?" The man said

"Please give me ice coffee" I said

"Appa, I want that chocolate mousse" The girl said

"I want the carrot cake please" The boy said

"Mom can make that in the house, just wait okay?" The man said

"Okay Dad" They both said in sync 

While the woman rubbing my back. It's been 16 years ever since I felt my mother rub my back. And it making me tear up. The waiter came with an iced coffee and the man payed it. He gave it to me and I took a sip.

"It seems like you're hurt? Can I know why?" The woman ask still smiling

'Why did you left me Mom?' I thought

"Yeobo, don't ask that! She might be uncomfortable if you do that especially we're stranger to her" The man said

'No Dad, you're not. I didn't forgot the both of you. You're always here on my heart' I thought

"I..... happened to lost my parents and I saw both of you..... that resembles my parents" I said

"Omo, that might be really hard for you!" The woman said and hugged me

She hugged me. Mom hugged me. And it feels wonderful. I felt I'm now at home. I can finally feel the happiness that I'm yearning for. The happiness that the fate didn't make me experience for a long time.