I'm afraid to get attached to someone,
who's gonna leave me anyway
- I'm OK, iKON
~✧☾✧ ~
THIRD POV
After (Y/N) saw the pictures, she felt something that she thought that she is already be numb with.
Pain
"Wow.... I thought I won't feel it anymore but why it hurts more?" She said while she blankly looked at her phone
She walked and walked until she didn't notice she's already reach convenience store near the park. She entered there and saw the man who always follow her ever since he saw (Y/N) fought Sohyun.
"Yah Jonghyun, is following me not making you tired?" (Y/N) ask
"I'm not following you okay, I'm living near here" He sighedd deeply
"Really?! It must be a destiny then?" She said
She get a basket and smile to Jonghyun. She came to the beverage section and get 15 bottles of soju. She also get dried nuts. She came to the counter where Jonghyun is and bring the product to be payed.
"Woah (Y/N) noona, this is a lot! Are you drinking with your friends?" He ask
"No I'm not, I'm going to drink it all!" She just said confidently
"Hey, it's bad for you!" He scolded
"You know that I did drink more before so it isn't bad for me" She said and wink to him
She met Jonghyun when she's attending Underground before. Underground is located at Seoul, in abandoned mansion. It is where gore and many more illegal activities happen. (Y/N) learned in Underground that life is unfair. Every person there have a story why they are there. And one of them is Jonghyun.
Jonghyun is a junior student in a morning and a hacker in the evening. All in school knows he just always spend his day holding his PSP and playing something but the truth is his PSP is more like his laptop to hack something to make money from it. He have many bitcoins in his blockchain so he's already a billionaire in just young age. But the money can't fill the void inside his heart.
That time (Y/N) fighting the boss of the Underground battle, Jonghyun is watching. He's amazed how (Y/N) is brave to challenge the boss without her voice stuttering. And there she knocked the boss down that make her the first ever Underground queen. After that, he started to follow her everywhere even to her house.
And today is the first time they have a conversation after 14 years. (Y/N) sat outside the convenience store where picnic tables and chairs are located.
She opened the first bottle and chug it. Even if it's quite embarrassing to be proud of but yes, she have high tolerance in alcohol. It's hard to have high tolerance since you have to master and endure every bottle of alcohol you take. In the age of 15, (Y/N) started drinking alcohol. And only Jonghyun knows about it.
He came with sweet dried squid, dried anchovies and grilled pork belly.
"At least have some this so that you can enjoy your drinking" Jonghyun said defeatedly
Jonghyun know he can't stop (Y/N) from what she want. Being in her situation is really hard. He knows everything about her and even the guy who killed her parents, he's not a hacker for nothing. And after he found that out, he became more connected to (Y/N). He also don't have his family that's why he is always alone. He wanted to find his soulmate but then maybe he is not destined to have one.
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