The Power Within (BTS FF)

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝟑𝟐

"I'll meet you in the park
I'll be calm and collected
But we knew right from the start
That you'd fall apart 'cause I'm too expensive"
- Bury a Friend, Billie Eilish

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SHINHYE'S POV

I wake up 5 AM. Or should I say I didn't sleep at all. I didn't even know what to do. I'm too excited and nervous at the same time. What would Yerin do to make me talk to (Y/N)? Or did she even do anything?

It's making me feel many emotions that I just what to pop up. I wish she did what she said to me last night. I get up and go to take a bath to freshen my mood. I did my make up and wear a beige off-shoulder dress and nude sandals. I came downstairs to meet my sister, Yerin.

"Here" She gave me a post-it note looking at me with her bored eyes

"What's this?" I ask

"A paper" She snapped back

"I didn't-" I'm about to said when she interrupted me as always

"It's were (Y/N) is waiting. Don't worry, you don't have work today since your co-workers said that it's your day-off" She explained

'Wait it's already Sunday?' I ask myself as I look at my phone

"Yes it's Sunday and be quick, (Y/N) don't like waiting to a peasant like you" She said

She walked and hit my shoulder that make me step back because of the force. I hold my shoulder and look at her going outside. I hate what she did but I appreciate what she did for me so I can talk to (Y/N). I didn't wait a second and quickly go to my car.

I started the engine and looked at the post-it note first. And what is written in there make my head boil in anger.

Park beside your cafe

Like really? She didn't even set me a restaurant to talk her with? What am I even assuming she hates me so why would she do something special. I quickly rode my car and quickly got into my destination.

I saw her standing there. Wearing a black hoodie, black ripped jeans and black military boots. She looked ethereal even in just wearing a simple outfit. I deeply sigh and approach her. She saw me and that make my heart beat fasts. But her look is not the same. The sweet and tender look is now gone replaced with cold and emotionless look.

"(Y/N)" I whispered

She looked at the fountain. Not wanting to see me or even look at me.

"Why?" She shortly said with emotionless tone

"Let's...talk" I said sadly

"We are now talking, now spit everything you want to say" She said a little annoyed

"Why are you doing this? I know I didn't do anything wrong. We're okay two days ago. Why did you suddenly change? What should I do to bring back that warm (Y/N)?" I ask

I can now feel my tears are falling down. Even if this is all planned, my feelings that I have to (Y/N) is not. I really adore (Y/N). I really love how she care for me ever since I met her. And experiencing this make my heart break into pieces. I don't want her to leave. Not because of the plan but now because of my adoration to her that start 6 years ago. She release a deep sigh.

"Why do you keep asking me that when you already know the answer? Yerin plead me to talk to you.... She told me that I should let you explain but then your mouth keep bickering nonsense, you're wasting my time" She said and walk towards the exit arbor filled with vines

I can't let her walk away. I can't let this chance slip away. I can't let my past repeat again

"Don't you know me? It's me (Y/N)! That girl you helped in high school, that fat girl! Don't you remember her?! Yes I'm that fat girl!" I shouted that make her stop

My tears are now falling. Now I know. Now I know that I'm not doing this because of the plan. I'm doing this because I want to reach out and be friends with my idol, the girl who saved me.

She came to me. I know that even if she's cold, she's not the girl that would left someone who's hurt because of her. And now she's in front of me. But why she's still looking at me like she always do? Why are your eyes still cold?

"I know...... I know you're that girl. That girl who always follow me everytime I play instrument. That girl who always follow me even going home. That girl who always come to my aunt's store so that she can see me. That girl that I protected from Sohyun" She said that make me surprised

How?.......How did she know that? How can she know that when I'm not even doing that always? How can she know me? She lowered her head and leveled it with mine.

"You're surprised? That's what I expected. But I doubt it. That girl I've pointing out is not you, am I wrong? Because that girl is innocent and sweet. And lastly, her name is not Oh Shinhye but Lee Yuri. So......

who are you really?" She ask while glaring at me

How did she? How did she know? I know I'm too careful and giving my best to keep it but how did she know? I'm now shaking from fear. And my tears are now falling not because I'm sad but now because of I'm afraid of her. Did I faced a demon who's dressing like an angel?

"Oh (Y/N), Shinhye! Why ar- wait Shinhye, why are you crying?" Doyoon ask

I didn't notice that they are now there. The four boys that I'm always with a lot. The four boys who's with me through thick and thin, happiness and sadness. Jungha, Minsoo, Doyoon and Jiho, standing at (Y/N)'s back and confused at what's happening to me.

'I'm sorry guys but I think we mess up' I said to myself

"She came and talked to me. She even apologize to me even if she did nothing. I came here to apologize to her but she immediately cried in front of me. She's cute, isn't she?" (Y/N) said while smiling evilly