AM: tsukishima x reader x suna

Knee Socks

And you were sittin' in the corner with the coats all piled high
And I thought you might be mine
In a small world, on an exceptionally rainy Tuesday night
In the right place and time

Suna's eyes trail Tsukki as he makes his way out of the empty classroom without you. The jealousy begins to form in his gut, and it becomes unparalleled with Tsukki's jealousy as the two make eye contact. Tsukki put on his cockiest grin as he made his way over to Suna. 

"May the best man win" 

Suna responded with a scowl. He barely knows the tall blonde but the thought of you being with him ignited a rage in his heart. He wanted to win you over, at whatever cost. 

You finally get yourself composed after your talk with Tsukishima and walk out of the classroom. You glance to the side, noticing two familiar figures in your peripheral. You hadn't seen the two alone together and you wondered what they would be talking about. You decide against going over and talking to them, being with them both would bring a complexity that you just couldn't handle right now. Instead, you decide to head to your dorm and get your thoughts straightened out. 

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You lay on your bed, looking up at the ceiling and thinking about the two boys. The conclusion you came to after the classroom moment with Tsukki was that you were really in love with him, and didn't want to lose him, but-

Your thoughts were interrupted by a knocking on your door. You figured it was just your roommate, who regularly forgot her keys. "Come in!"

Rather than your roommate greeting you as you sit up, the figure standing in the doorway was none other than the boy you were just thinking you were done with. "Suna.." You couldn't mask your surprise, and he simply stood in the doorway with his hands in his pockets. "..What are you doing here?"

Rather than answer your question, his gray-yellow eyes meet yours for a moment, just before he looks away, unable to make contact. "do you love him?"

You swallow and look down at your hands, his question is the exact one you were trying to figure out the answer to earlier. You can't bring yourself to answer him, a part of you not wanting to know the truth yourself. 

You feel his eyes on you. "So it's not a yes?" You look up, and his face contained a devilish smirk that gave you a light sensation of butterflies. He walked over to where you were on the bed, closing the door behind him. Your heart raced despite just minutes before wanting to confess your love for Tsukki. Something about the excitement Suna gave you couldn't keep you away. He sat down on the bed, leaving just inches between the two of you and your mind goes blank. You show no signs of hesitation as he brings his hand to your cheek and caresses the side of your face. Suddenly, his tongue is against yours, and you follow along with his motions, your face growing a deep shade of red. He slowly lays you down, and his lips trail down from your lips to your neck. In the back of your mind, you can't help but think how you shouldn't be doing this again, but his presence simply melted away the previous tension you felt and caused you to let out a soft moan. You feel his lips move into the shape of a smirk as he keeps kissing you, and your mind wanders to thinking about how this could be the last chance you have with him, so you should cherish it at least a little bit. His cold hands make their way under your shirt, and you move yours through his hair. Despite this just being a heavy makeout session, you feel your breath begin to become scattered, and suddenly the thoughts of guilt overwhelm the thoughts of passion. 

"Suna... I- I shouldn't" 

Suna's lips part from your skin and you feel the hot air from his sigh on your neck. "Come on~ He doesn't have to know~"

Your face turns a light shade of red riddled with guilt and you look off to the side, your eyes catching sight of a special keychain. "Still. I just- shouldn't... I'm sorry." 

He sighs once more as he sits upon your bed, looking away from you, his jaw lightly clenched. "We could have been something really good,  y/n. I don't understand how you could pick that tall jerk"

Without thinking, you sit up and mumble your reply, "He's not a jerk."

Suna glances at you. Your simple sentence made it clear to him just how deeply you cared for Tsukishima. He frowned slightly and furrowed his brows before deciding to stand up and make his way out of your dorm. "I get it. See you around I guess." 

He left your room, and you felt the tension between you two as the door lightly slammed behind him. Your chest felt heavy with a slight pang of guilt and your face was still red, but you knew deep down that your decision was the right one.