MY JOURNEY WITH YOU

A LIFE BEFORE B.T.S :(

"IT'S SOMETHING VERY UNUSUAL THING CAUSE MY LIFE WAS SO MISERABLE BEFORE MEETING THEM. YES!!!! I WAS TREATED SO RUDELY AS I WAS EXPECTING SOMETHING UNREALISTIC THING FROM THE WRONG PERSON WHO MADE BY LIFE HELL!!!!. IT'S ALL BEFORE THEM !!!!! MISERABLE , TORTUROUS , DEPRESSED LIFE I WAS LIVING IN WHICH THERE WAS NO LOVE  NO LAUGH AND NO HAPPINESS."

LIFE:-

Before writing anything i would love to greet and thanked to my beloved friend RIDDHI - " J-HOPE  biased " sorry but its really important to mention that. she was the only one who introduced the best gift of my life to me. Not wasting too much time let's get started:-

LIFE is so unnatural and unpredictable as we all know because we all encountered with the best things but can't recognized them all in once. Yes, it happened with everyone. Something unusual also happened with me too. I encountered with them in the year 2014 when they all are nothing may be that's why I didn't noticed them or may be I was in a dilemma of fake love that ate up my all self esteem.

I came in  relationship with someone in the year 2013  from the year to till the time when we are together that course of time was so pathetic and torturous for me. I suffered and suffered and just suffered only just to make up identity. I gave up everything of mine into that but I've got only unhappiness and sadness in short I've got nothing in that. I invested my deep five years just to feel secured and happy. but my destiny was planned already.

That person to  whom I trust left me all alone. He got married and was enjoying his life. But me!!!!! yeah me...... I was blaming myself for all the shits happened in my life . That was a correct thing I was doing actually ..I was literally blamed for all of my stupidity as everybody around me told and aware me about him but i was totally got blind ....I ignored them and rejected my inner feeling which was signalling me" no they all are correct and I am wrong". you all know Na...when your bad phase is going on you just can't be spared by it....that happened to me too. 

being known about his intentions I completely trusted him and finally got what was actually coming to me. He left me and I was all alone. Now here I came into the rough phase of my life where i am standing all alone with nothing left with me...no emotions, no feelings...only hatred...hatred of being rejected, hatred of being ill treated, hatred of being so dumbfound and stupid. I cried..... and cried with all of my heart. I got depressed but finally something came into my mind - and that was a QUESTION???? WHY?????????????? I am crying????????? because before this I read somewhere that -" DON'T FIGHT FOR THE THINGS WHICH IS NOT YOURS". That struck me somewhere and finally I came into my senses and thought about him and concluded that -"HE WAS NOT MINE". Literally I concluded that thing within 7 months .......I realized and I made myself believed that something , somewhere and someone better than him is destined by God for me. I have to made myself be waiting type girl so as to get something good and better than him. That day I promised myself not to fall for someone stupid ..who doesn't care about me and my feelings. I will have to wait for the one who just change my life with his eternal smile and positive vibes. I will have to wait for my constant who just make me feel proud , secure and loved with his curic presence.

From that day onward I boycotted every love like feelings and relationships. I was waiting for the magic that has to be happened soon in my life as I believed that. One year passed by with these non-sense things but my belief doesn't fade away. I was still remain intact with me till I reached into my happy phase which starts ...no..........it was not a starting it was a brief intro about them by my above mentioned friend ....RIDDHI.....

Now here comes the SECOND PHASE of my life which became the turning point and was changed me completely without even giving any warning.

let's see HOW, WHEN AND WHERE it was happened and HOW  it turned my life upside down.

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