o2L Dirty Imagines

Kian/ cute

To those who have given up on love

I closed my book, hiding it under my bed. A knock on the door interrupted my hiding session. I go downstairs heading for the door.

"Hey jc, what's wrong?" I questioned him he almost never comes around here.

"Its kian! he's arrested"

"What!" I hurry and grab my bag.

After we made it to the police station, my heart started beating faster. What if he doesn't come out soon. I love him. No we're not dating he's my brothers best friend I've known him since o2l started. I walk into the station heading towards the front desk.

"How May I help you ma'am" The front desk lady ask.

"Hi yes I'm looking for a kian lawley"

"oh yes he's in for a dui" A dui. I'll have to talk to him about it. "you'll have to pay a fine..."

***

I see kian getting out of this small room, I see him rubbing his wrist. "What the hell is wrong you, how many times do you have to be arrested until you learn your damn lesson." shouted at him. We already in the parking lot. I took my car, thank god I did jc left midway cause he had to do something important in the morning so he had to sleep early. Kian was ignoring me.

"Kian listen to me for a second, I'm worried about yo..." He snapped.

"WELL STOP IT, I DONT NEED YOUR HELP I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF PERFECTLY, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE"I snapped

"YA CAUSE YOUVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF SO WELL. GETTING DRUNK, HIGH, AND HOOKING UP WITH PEOPLE. IM THE ONLY GODAMN PERSON THAT REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU" I couldn't take it anymore tears were forming and I didn't care for stopping them." WHO DO YOU THINK PAYS FOR YOUR BAIL, WHO CONVINCES THE POLICE TO NOT KEEP YOU IN THERE? JC? NO ME" His face started softening."why do you care about me so much?"he said.

"WHY, BECAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH YOU"  "I'm done I'm just done." I grabbed my purse taking a twenty. I threw it at the floor. "since you want to get away from me you can get a cab and drive back to your house, im going home"I started walking back to my car wiping the tears that were left.

"Y/n wait" he pleaded.

"no, just do me a favor, never talk to me again you already broke my heart once"My voice grew weak. "Please" was my last word. I kept on walking finally reaching my car. I turn around hoping deep down inside that kian is running towards me and do something but sadly it didn't come true. There was no one there, it was empty the parking lot no one in sight. I wiped the tear that manage to escape.

***

I came home straight to my room to cry my eyes out. "Why don't you love me back" it was a barely a whisper. I dogged my head onto the pillow.

"but I do love you back" A voice came from behind me.Kian.

I turn around seeing kian's eyes swollen. His hands were hiding behind his back. "What's behind your back" I croaked trying to recover my voice. He removed his hands from behind his back. Its a teddy bear that says "I'm bear-y sorry" I laughed a little.

"I can't for..."I was interrupted by kian.

"Just please hear me out, I'm sorry I snapped at you u was just mad and I know that doesn't give me an excuse but y/n I love you,I've loved you since I met you. I thought you didn't love just see me as a bigger brother to look after. You helped me out through my break up with Andrea, I never wanted to see you cry and I especially didn't want to be the reason but I love you and I d ok my want to let go so please forgive me" He had pleading eyes. I got up and out of my bed walking over to kian.

"I'll forgive you on two conditions" I asked looking at his eyes. " anything"

"one no more getting arrested I'm running out of money to bail you out and two you have to wait till I'm ready to have sex with you."He nodded his head. "can I kiss you " He questioned. This time I nodded. He moved with speed. His lips were on mine we were moving in sync. I let my tongue roam around his mouth.

"This is gonna be hard if you can kiss like that" He whispered in my ear

I say, 'Trust life a little bit.'”