When the stars align

Different

"Calm down Marge, you have a the chance to change everything, just tell Elliot how you feel! Or tell him the true Myra. Ughh why does this have to be hard!"

I look up the stars "you could have gave me a heads up!"

I gripped my hair as I paced around the park.

Marge, your 28, please you can do this.

But what if he won't listen! What if he doesn't feel the same

"UGH!" I screamed

Drip*

I sighed as rain drops fall down the sky...

"REALLY!!" I didn't care anymore, no one is here so why bother

"AHHHHHH!" I shouted at the top of my lungs

"IS THIS REALLY WORTH IT!!"

"WILL I ACTUALLY SAVE HIM!!"

"SO WHAT IF I SAVE HIM, WILL HE LOVE ME BACK!!"

"Huh?" Did the rain stop? I look up, it was an umbrella, I turned my head

"Ma'am are you okay? Please go home" oh it was a guard, I thought it would be him.

"Oh I'm fine, sorry" I laughed awkwardly, I grabbed my stuff and started walking away,
I waved goodbye as I walk farther and farther from this stranger.

"In the rain" I said like a song

"Thank you Elliot, wanna stay? I can give you some water" Elliot? I looked around and saw Elliot and Myra in her doorstep!!

I stomped you feet to the ground and it cause the water....to splash...on me, dirty water in fact!

"CAN THIS DAY GET ANY WORSE!" I gripped my hair. Shoot. I covered my mouth

"Marge?" Ugh they heard me!
I face towards them

I look around, Marge pretend like your calling someone! And walk away slowly.

Oh right it's not 2021, no phone....

I laughed awkwardly and waved at them

"hi" I tried my best to form a smile but it keeps falling

I saw Elliot saying something to her after a couple seconds Myra went inside afterwards.

I quickly hide, Marge walk slowly, he won't see you

I tiptoed away from them

"Marge, stay!" I sighed and slowly turned to face him

"Oh hi, Elliot I didn't see you there" I chuckled awkwardly

"Marge, why did you leave earlier?"

"It's just" you can do this just tell him about Myra and this could save him, okay let's go.

"Myra is"

Ring ring*
"Oh sorry I gotta answer this"

My goodness!

"Umm Elliot, we really need t..." I stop when I saw his smile slowly falling

"Marge.." he step back away
"I gotta go.." he slowly steps back

"Is everything fine? What happened?" I tried looking at his eyes but he wouldn't look at me

I smiled "Go, just text me when you can" he looks up to me

"Marge, I have to go to America. My moms.... she's really sick and I need to stay there for a bit" my eyes widened, this didn't happen last time.

Everything's different now. Are my actions really changing! Oh no!

What should I do?!, let him leave..

I sighed

"Elliot you need to go" I smiled, I didn't want him to go but he needs to, it is his mom. His mom who left him in the Philippines by himself...

But it's still his mom.

I stare at the night sky as he walks away from me.

"Don't leave me" I whispered to the night sky.

An least they won't get close, maybe the result this time will be different.

I didn't know I was really, really wrong.