My strange life

chapter 4

Luz's P.O.V

"YES THERE WAS YOU STUPID LIAR! DONT THINK YO CAN JUST LIE LIKE THAT!" "ok calm down calm down luz" Mrs rider says tapping my shoulder. NO! WHAT MAKES HER THINK SHE CAN TOUCH ME? the anger in my stomach swells up and i cant take it anymore. "DONT TOUCH ME!" i scream and quickly get up so she cant stop me. I couldn't help but slam the door behind me. when im out i dont know were to go or what to do but i hear the door quickly opening again so i run out the door at the front of the school as fast as i can and start pasting. Thoughts thoughts and thoughts in my head that i can even explain thoughts thoughts thoughts and more and more thoughts and thoughts then "Luz!" I turn around to see angellina starring at me in a worried face "Luz whats going on?" She sais. I look up. Thoughts and thoughts still in my head. I open my mouth to say something but no noise comes out. all i say is "Natalia means Glass" "what?" She says. "Natalia means glass" i repeat. "what does that that mean?" All i can say is "Natalia means glass" I look up at the sky The grey sky. And the only thing thats on my mind is "Natalia means glass" and... "89" i say out loud "89" i keep saying. "What does that mean?" Angellina says with a worried and scared look. "Nicole means glass 89" thats all i can say! I scream in my own head telling myself to stop but i cant! Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts more and more thoughts! Im so scared i dont know whats going on, im calm, im scared, and im worried...About Angellina. THOUGHTS! Screaming in my head! I dont know what it means! Why am i worried about angellina?! "Angellina is in peace" i said out loud but my mind never told me to say it or that i was gonna say it. "LUZ! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!" she screams in my face. No words come out.... Except for "Natalia means glass" ughh i have a head ache now. but not just a normal head ache. A VERY STRONG HEAD ACHE! the pain, the hurt, the horror! I just wanna rip out my hairs! Whats wrong with me?! I need to be alone! I need to think!

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After a while angellina went home cause she couldn't take it anymore but how can't she get that i cant take it either!? I cant take it! At least she has the choice to get away from me. i wanna get away from this strange spirit that i dont even think is me? Is this me? Am i dead? I have many questions but my mind is full of thoughts and thoughts! Natalia means glass! Natalia means glass! 89! 89! I scream out loud. When i finally get home from walking from school i get on my bed and think and think and think. Until i fall asleep but before i did my last words were " Natalia means glass 89" and then im asleep

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I wake up getting a message from natalia! My best friend
Natalia: hey
Me: hey what's up?
Natalia: uh nothing but you wann hang out later?
Me: yeah shure! That'll be great can i come now?
Natalia: yeah ill be at the mall
Me: ok ill be there in 30 minutes
Natalia: ok see you later

After that i get out of bed and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth, do my hair and put some casual clothing on. i ask my mom to give me a ride to the mall and she doesn't mind. When i get there at the door i see natalia there waiting for me. "Hey!" i say "hello" she says back. well where do you wanna go first? Lets go try some clothing on in that store i point at a store with lots of clothing not even bothering to look at the name of the store. "Yeah lets go" we walk in the store and pick up a few outfits to just play around and try on and walk into two separate changing rooms. Its quiet for a while until natalia says "Luz do you like angellina as a friend?" Uh-uh i hesitate knowing that natalia doesn't like her at all. "Do you?" She repeats "Oh um-uh no?" I lie "oh ok good she is such a b*tch right. I didnt know what to say so i just said "ok" we both come out of the rooms at the same time she looks at me and smiles. I force a smile but its harder when you just betrayed one of your best friends. I walk over to were natalia is and stand next to her i walk to the side to see how the heels look still feeling guilty for what i just said. Then... I trip and a sharp pain goes through my body and head. the glass is cracked OUCH! I scream. NOOO! the glass falls on her and i cry out NATALIA!!!!! i sob not caring if i get cut with the glass if i help her PLEASE NO! PLEAASE NO! i cry all i can see it blood A LOT of blood the horror the pain the blood everywhere. I cant breath my hearts racing. I cant breath. I cant breath. Horror. Pain. I cant breath.

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AHH! I scream and breath heavily my heart is still racing and i am in my room its dark i haven't had that dream for months but my thoughts are back again i turn to look at my clock and its 2:00am i can't sleep anymore...