Close Your Eyes pt.2

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                       |Jordan|

I woke up to the loud sound of my alarm clock. I turned over and turned it off. I got up and went to my closet, and picked out a black London sweater, and white ripped jeans, and all black Uggs. I brushed my teeth and took a shower and skipped breakfast as usual. On my way out the door I put my hair in a slopy bun looking in the mirrior noticing my still passed out mother. There was no sign of my brothers and sisters either.

I left out the door and walked to school praying today would be a better day.

             |School|Jordan P.O.V|

I sat in class taking notes and I kept hearing people talk about me. "Her outfit is cute..for a whore." One of them said. I tried my hardest to hold back the tears. I kept quiet the rest of my classes. The bell rang for lunch and everyone rushed except for me I dont eat incase you havent noticed.

            |Lunch|Jordan P.O.V|

I sat by myself at lunch at a table in the back corner of the lunch room. Everyone was staring and pointing at me laughing with their friends. I know they were talking about me...everyone does.

I just wish they would take the time out to know my side of the story....the truth. But no one wants to be around a freak like me. I just had to face the fact I  dont belong on earth. The bell rang again and I had to go to fifth period. I walked to class took a seat in the back and started taking notes.

The rest of the day people threw mean notes at me and laughed and pointed at me.... Why cant I be like everyone else?

            |Home|Jordan P.O.V|

I rushed through the door and ran upstairs. I took my blade out and went to take a shower. There were so many cuts on my arm when I was done. I wrapped up arm and layed down and put in my headphones. I started to sing along with Meghan Trainor to "Close Your Eyes." I started to drift off to sleep thinking of a better feature and how I just want to be happy... "I hope my feature is better than my past." I said before falling asleep....

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