|Flashback|
I sat in class with Nate arms around me. All during class we were talking and laughing at each other. In my eyes he was the best boyfriend any girl could ask for.
Nate wasnt like most guys, he brought me around his friends, and took me on romantic dates. I loved him...and he loved me...right? Lately I've been hearing he's been cheating or he's gonna break my heart soon.
Girls were telling me he was dating me because he was dared to. I asked him was it true and he said no, that people were just jelaous of our relationship. All my "friends" stopped talking to me, they said i was stupied and blind if I cant see what he's doing behind my back.
I didnt care because I just thought they were jelaous to. But they werw right.. As sad as it is to say it everyone was right. Nate dumped me the night of Homecoming. In front of everyone! When they announced Homecoming queen, and king Nate won and his Ex Brittney. I was voted school ugliest queen. Nate told me that it was all a dare to date me for seven months and dump me the night of Homecoming.
I was so embarrassed
not only did I get played badly by someone I loved that I thought loved me just as much, but I also got voted school ugliest. That night I ran home tears rushing down my face. I walked through the door and my mom and brothers and sister all asked whats wrong. You know thats before my mom acholic days and when my siblings cared about me. I explained what happened and my mom couldn't believe it. We just got over my step-dad passing away and seeing me cry again was heartbreaking to my mom.
Thats when she started to drink...a lot, and my sister and brothers stopped coming home every night. And its all my fault. "I should've listend to everyone." I said cut after cut..it was my first time cutting. "Dumb me for thinking i was worth it!" Another cut after another. I had to stop, there was blood everywhere, I cant beleive I did this to myself. I wrapped up my wrist and cried myself to sleep.
This is how my life has been for the past year now. The same cycle every day come home cut,skip dinner,wrap my arm,and cry myself to sleep.
Now im in the tenth grade and still cutting and tried to kill myself five times. I get bullied at school for the rumors Nate spreds about me at school. He says how I'm a whore, slut, dumb, ugly and the list goes on. I still dont have any friends they wont talk to me all because of what happened with Nate.
This is the real story no one bothered to get to know... The real story no one ever cared about.
-From
The Real Jordan
