|Jordan|
Dear Diary,
February 2,2015
I just want to be pretty....is that to much to ask? Today at school the kids messed with me, as usual. They called me every name in the book. I also went from 120 lbs to 95 lbs. Im still FAT! I HATE myself! Im worthless, dumb, fat, ugly the list goes on. My mom finally is getting help for her drinking problem. I hope she gets better...yeah I actually care about my mom. It hurts to see her drink herself away like the way she does when she gets off work. I remember when we used to atucally be a happy family, even me. It sounds hard to beleive but i used to be happy and maybe somewhat close to perfect. But all this bad stuff happened in my life and made me so miserable. I just wish and hope, and pray that I can be happy again. Maybe one day.. I just have to think postive and be postive so I can happy. Please let me stay strong.
Still Standing
~Jordan McLee
